SCANDALOUS

2007-05-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

TAKE ME AWAY))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

2007-05-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

okay today came to school went to find you in the morning.but you were late lah.okay so went back class and did my file.like wtf?my file is not done and i mean not done.hahha.okay so you came and did your file and fetch me from class.haha.okay so we sat in class missng talked to us about bucking up ALOT okay.okay then recess sara and me save $$.coz we are broke and i mean broke!alot alot alot okay.okay lets summarize today.had fun in school.haha.i love bandaging gab so funny lah.okay then something bad happened to my waterbottle.gab while throwing bottle water out the cap drop to the drain like im so not gonna take it.got bacteria lah.and she felt guilty coz i say i wanna throw the whole thing.omgxz lah the bottle me and plxz have.))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):but nvm lah.hahaha.smile gab im alright coz you are so gonna buy me my new waterbottle.hahhhaha.well slept whole afternoon mummy and dad went out.wtf?never bring me.)))))))))))))))))))))))));okay im sick having bad cough.eeeyer flu like more of blocknose.chaos manxz

2007-05-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

okay today i went out at around 1plus i went to meet mama at lot 1 to eat kfc.yummy.then we went to withdraw $$.hahha.i finally know how to take out $$ lah.hahhahha.then i went to dhouby ghaut.meet gab ter and bird.then while at mrt station bump into amelia amanda chng nanny and another girl.then i rush like mad coz late.when i reached,gab was playing with gab i talked to ter and gab hugged from the back.okay off to the toilet coz my eyeliner like smudge?okay we wanted to take bus to cine then dont know what bus to take then we went take mrt.hahhaha.okay had to uturn lah.then walked to cine lah.then went to bump to nat tes cheryl and alex.then we thought of eating but neh.,so me and gab went far east coz my zip earing spoit.okay then walked around.then went back home.wah today rather the fast come home lah.hahha.tml have BAND BAND BAND!BAND IS MY SEXY LOVE.

2007-05-12T11:54:00.001+08:00

wah i wake up rather early today huh.11 plus okay what,anyways ytd was fun fun fun.went to shaw town in the morning after school(exam)last paper mah.so after that we went up to find food to eat.okay ate at the top ate kfc.!yummy.then got this guy super freaky to the max.sat the table beside me sara and siti then he ask me and point a gun pose to me and" say do you wanna be my friend."i was damn blur so i was like "HUH?!"then he say again"do you wanna be my friend?"i was like "NO!"then he say "you sure"i said "YEAH!"the he was like pissed and he stood up and tapped my shoulder and say "take care okay"i was like wtf?then he walked down the escalator.then he went up again.there was this group of ij girls then he tapped at one of their shoulder.damn pervert please.me siti and sara havent eat our food we dapao everything and chao from there lah.eeyer bian tai!!!!!.okay so i went we walked around alot.its so early lah.alot of shops not open.siti went back home with kwak and chew.then me and sara went meet ter and ger and get my letter and both of us went to cine and like went to new urbanmale shop and get for gf her slippers.then went down to famous amos and get her cookies.then sara got for her mama cookies too.haha.aww damn sweet lah.hahh.okay then we thought we would be late so we rushed back to school.okay then on the bus we got irritated with some pri school kiddos.rather noisy lah.okay reached school and guess we were damn early lah.so fine we waited like stupid gundu lah.okay then sara waited for bella and they went off while i waited for gab and gave her slippers and stuff.then we went back home and gab had to rush off as she meeting some bitch that i hate alot.mother f lah.okay then i went meet mama at west mall.she bought new hp for her beloved daughter eh.okay whatever.i dont care anyways.then i went home in a rush.coz i get ready veyr the slow.thinking that i would be late lah to meet gab coz she wnated to meet me.okay shes a bitch please.a big time one as well.well she was the late one.then went up to the platform.she had to meet green fly bitch mah.whatever lor go out with her never go out with me.good what she.argh whatever.then i was super nice to go with her to jurong east.coz i was gonna meet chloe at town;heeren bustop.okay we took the train and i was super bored.coz of gab.never talk to me and say im dao?yeah i very am dao with some bitch.eeyer please.wanted to meet aly but she was super far away.):okay then seriously i can sleep lah.entertain the bitch and not me.good lah you.then reach town.went heeren saw chloe.mummy i think you rock about saying "eh gab can you treat your girlfriend better"hhahahah.damn good say that more.make her realise she should.say so loud that the bitch can hear ill be happy.then off to cine to change the size of her slipper.went alone okay.bitch.okay then outta the shop chloe left and gab and bitch came along so then she wanted to eat but i apparently no appitate to eat.wow rightzx.then i went outta ljs coz i needed "FRESH AIR"hahha..i really needed it alot please.then was gonna meet abg martin at sommerset.then the 3 of us walked there.i wasnt walking too fast okay gab i walk fast also got reasons.i dont wanna walk with bitches like her hello.okay waited for him then he came lah.gab i think you make me sad by not talking to me much?thinking that going out with you would spend time but nope you've actually wasted my time.okay enough of you.then me and abg martin went starbucks to eat and drink.hahhah.okay then we talked alot and then we started walking around.and then we went to buy earings.hahhh.nice nice okay.we wanted to like shop for clothes but nvm.haha.then went to meet miss au at city hall.nice rightxz lady i went to fetch you.hahahh.okay headed to clementi.then sat at macs saw her mama.haha.gab came along and nic wnet back home.she tired to the max lah.hahaha.then sat down with gab she also tired kiddo.hahha.i was super hyper.why why why ah.okay she bought her food mama fetch her.then i went off to cck.and waited for bro.ate with his gf and saw another bro.hahh.then went back home around 12 plus.okay shower and fall asleep.

today meeting siti watch movie.maybe meeting daddy and nic at town.hahha

2007-05-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

2007-05-09T19:52:00.001+08:00

okay ive realise that even though its exam period i manage to blog daily?eh rather cool eh,i dont even blog on normal days.okay i wanna do this thingy which i cope from aly's blog.i think rather fun.hahah,okay im not gonna do due to no mood.okay whatever

baby i really dont know what happened to you.suddenly so pissed off and then blaming me for it?if there is someone to be blamed,blame me okay.for being sucha bad girlfriend to you.fuck me please.i just wanna forget it so we can move on or else things would be like last month rmb?i doubt you wil read this.im freaking tired.i cant sleep i cant eat.with no reasons?whats happening to me.smilling for you but it'll turn to a frown with anger or saddness.i thought things will be happy coz you came to school lah.but haiyi its a cursed day lah.i hate wed please.seriously someone kill me lah.in the heart coz thats where it hurts most.it make me hurt more to see that tears roll down your cheek and you dont even let me wipe it for you?
just forget about it can you?im sorry.please forgive me.iloveyou.and imiss the cheery you alot as well.dont know whats been happening to you lately.

2007-05-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

2007-05-08T18:20:00.000+08:00

wahliao todays paper is damn screwed up to the mega ultra super maxzx.im gonna flung my history and poa paper lah.okay history i studied but wtf i got mental block again.and same for poa lah.!@#$%^&* it please.so irritated.okay this morning seriously irri me alot it was super warm to the maxzx lah.i was sweating alot during assembley ytd lah.ass manxz.okay during tha paper i still can write letter to people cool rightxz.haha.okay thats super lame lah but yeah whatever.after poa exams i went to class with lizzie then me howe and lizzie went to the comp lab and was checking blog and they had to do their art.okay then lizzie send me back to class.shes so NICE!!!!!!hahahha.okay then met gab.eh she rightxz damn lousy pokxz lah dont know how to pack her stuff properly.you're lucky to have me okay,hahhaa.eh rmb pink bra okay.haahahha.i can laugh about this matter till i roll down the floor lah.hahhaha.okay tml having math paper.die more lahxz.make it more sad also that the fact gab not coming school to pei wo):haiyi go home myself then.):okay ill upload pics during the weekend yeah?haha.

i love you is the only word i'll say to you.=D
i wanna hug you tight in my arms and not let you.
i'll love you forever this i promise you.
i miss you baby):
nad <3 shane many many worhxz.(haha)

2007-05-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

wah im home damn early today lah.okay whatever.today is suppose to be a happy cheery day as its a special day for me and SOMEONE.but apparently a last min change of plan.thought of skipping history today buttttttt that SOMEONE had plans after school last min lah.had plans with her aunt?okay whatever.then that bloody SOMEONE she damn good lah in the morning went over her class okay then with my cheery mood as its anni lah and i got back was a sucky attitude cold and all towards me!WTF WTF WTF OKAY!super sad and pissed off but yet dint show because it aint nice of me to do so.okay then she still wanna make me upset by wanting to go back class?wth in the end she dint.thats good if you go you'll die lah.
its like the second time that im not celebrating anni properly with ya.it upsets me alot alot alot okay.but what can i do right?haiyi i sometimes wonder to myself why cant things be like last time?where you would come by my house and spend time,go out with me.now things are so different,we are facing problems only the both of us know.sometimes i dont know if i should cry or be happy or whatever because your not here.your not here to tell me that things are okay.to hug me when im scared.haiyi maybe my emotional is too caught up.

im super scared for physics today lah.my ans is all different from everybody..wtf?die die die.tml is history and poa.die more please.today paper was like rather screwed maybe due to the fact im kinda tired since i had nightmare ytd okay.i dreamt i died and samara came to haunt me.bitch you manxz.hahhaha.im super hungry mama not home yet.imissmy cousin.why why why must she leave lah.go back canada dont wanna bring me huh.

happy anni to you=D.
i know that you might not have the chance to read this,
oh yeah our pics ill upload it after exams i guess.hahha.
anws i love you baby happy 17 th month.
imissyou(:

2007-04-29T12:51:00.000+08:00

wahliao im super tired to the mega max lah.hahha.ytd came home like about 12 plus midnight.thankies fee fee for accompany me all the way.well ytd morning at tution but dint go coz it was at 9 and im super tired after talking to nat on the phone till 12 like that.okay then woke up and did the dishes okay.good daughter i am manxz,hahha.okay then i got ready and went off to meet horns section and fee and jasmine outside school.so i was like the early bird.i shouldnt wear skirt lah.everybody else wore jeans please.okay then howe and ella came,then yvonne mama drove her to the bustop and then waited for princess abidin with fee fee and jasmine in cab okay.so we went off to serene to get flowers for seniors.and since it was howe birthday,fee fee bought her flowers and i forgot bring her birthday present.gosh nvm tml can give to her.then we went off to eat at macs.fee fee abidin and jasmine gave howe another surprise by buying for her a supposely cake.damn funny lah they all.okay i was nice to buy for howe her food.hahha.im like her maria ytd.haha.ella and me attended funeral ytd rightxz?hahha.okay then we were like wanting to take cab but it was like we were broke so all took bus and to our surprise 186 can reach sch okay.hahha.cool.they were so zhilian take pic of themself.hahha.then the concert was wonderful lah.the skit damn cute and funny.the songs were damn nice.alot of glesing from horns.very nice.hahhha.okay the concert ended like almost 10.hahha.okay fee fee dint wanna take mrt so we were lost finding for the busstop.was fun rightxz?haha.then we found the bustop and took 75 and then her friend called and she made me feel so lonely but NVM i got the window my friend maybe i was very tired and high so i talk to the window.ahaa.damn funny and then i wanted to sleep.but i dont know how to sleep on bus then gab's shoulder not there so cant sleep so i ended up still talking to the wonderful window.then after a long trip we drop off at beauty world coz my dear fee fee wanted a drink.so we went to the stalls to buy.bought green tea and she bought bandung.haha.then took 67 back home.and then talk and talk still.hahh.and she drop off and i was alone on the bus and changed bus to take 300.was super scary please.and reach home like about 12plus.smbody keep on calling me and like i dont have id hello.okay freaky lah.okay today im gonna have tuition.im tired to the max.woke up at like 11 plus.hahha.okay im off.

i miss you(:

2007-04-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

gosh manxz im sick to the max.my hives are gone.phew.my fever has dropped down to 37.thats good.my blocked nose and all still remains.sign.the worst thing is that i cant taste whatever ive ate.like if my food is like sweet ill taste the opposite which is bitter.yuckxz. i miss having sat practise already.haizx.sorry lousy i cant study with you today,sorry meixz you cant sleep over today.rmb i cant have any CLOSE contact with anybody till fever drops down.dots lah.but the medicine bill was alright for private doctors 57 bucks.the medicine they gave was super cool lah.hahha.well the main reason ive come to blog is not coz im sick but its things that has fan wo for the week.

well i know you're bored with me alright.its rather obvious.your starting to show the boredness of it already.the mean and coldness of it.it suck like shit.i dont understand why when you're with your friends you're so happy and cheery even though your stressed up or sad or whatever but when you're with me, you starts to throw or blow your temper up and down.show me the mean attitude and all.i dont mind you doing it but now it seems like everyday is like that.it just hurts me to see you like that.its like one minute you're super loving and another you're super mean.i asked you to picked one but you said can i pick both.soropokxz manxz no half half lady.maybe the fact that im your gf thats why you dont mind throwing all that temper and all to me.dont say you dont know if i treasure you or not.coz that is obviously obvious i do alot.what assurance do you need for you to be at ease?
you told everybody in church that your crook single and available.isnt it telling me that you are not proud of me being your girlfriend?you said that you dont want anymore girl probs.what are you trying to say baby?i thought if you love me and am my gf shouldnt you be proud to tell the whole wide world that im yours?im super proud to tell my straight and crook friends who my gf is lah.its nothing ashame thing to say what.because i love you alot and that what matters to me.so what if my friends dont like it.its my life and i want to share that life with you.i dont care if they say you're not good enough or whatever coz in my eyes your the most perfect gf to me.i wanna know you more lah.but with alot of things that has been happening its so hard to talk to you.i know that you've sacrifice alot of things for me.i wanna thank you for that.but i did as well.i sacrifice forgetting you know what that happened.and wanting to start afresh.this might be a small sacrifice compare to yours.its been sucha long time since we went out with each other yeah?a long time since we had quality time with each other.i miss that alot.seriously what type of girlfriend do you want me to be?i dont like people to tell me to do whatever ill do it on my own coz i feel much better that way baby.its not that im shy but im not used to it.but just let me do on my own.you know what i mean right?i felt as though this whole week ive lost you even though your here.well i just hope you come back.and hope you read this post.iloveyou.

2007-04-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

15th of april;sunday
omgxz i typed so much all poof off.):pissing me manxz.haha.anwxz good luck to smsb tml!!!its our syf.everybody lets chiong m,anxz,hahah.well im lazy to type but to you if you ever reads it.
ILOVEYOU BABY=D

2007-02-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

omgxz i so long like never blog lah.hahaha.well im getting new computer!!yay!.mama not home.she went out with granny to causeway with other peeps lah.haha.today have church but i cant go):sorry edna.well band today was fun!i screwed up big big time for drills today.how can?!i love drills like mad and i forgot everything shu taught.then now in diff squad from gab and all.): the new one very funny people inside lah.hahah.okay after drills off to sectionals.hhaha.it was crazy i tell you.horn section you rockxz my world nehzx.hahaha.okay ill post the picsy some other time yeah?after band and all.walked to serene with gab.and to my wonderful surprise i was not hungry?hahha,first time lah please.gab was a big fat pig keep eating lah.then rightxz when we went up to the 2nd storey toilet to wash hand this guy was so blur that he wanted to go to the ladies instead of gents?hahhahaha.lame pokxz lah.after that we walked all the way from serene to scgs.it was damn fun lah.haha.had a great time with you gab.haha.okay tml im going out yay!!im so new to this blogger thing lah.so retarded.syf!!!very near.must get gold or even better!!!lets all chiong nehxz.

updation manxz

2007-02-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

11th feb 2007;sunday.
wah wah wah i so long never like blog lah.im a busy busy girl nehzx.haha.okay on thurs went to the beach to take fresh air.nice breeze and the sun was like wow okay.then on friday was a okay day that gab was sweet to wait and gave me a suprise lah.hahha.okay sat was a awesome day!!!we had like exchange programme with 9 other school.we played better than concert thats what i have to say.then after that went out with kay to town.fun lah saw aly on the way.today!!!
MIRANTI HAMID IS A GREAT SOUL TO HELP ME DO MY POA HOMEWORK.HAHAHA.shes happy that i put her name big big in my blog.hahaa.okay im finding where is that siti haneza went off to we were suppose to go out to town to buy presents lah.asshole.wahseh valentines day coming!!im giving cookies.haha.cheena new year too.aly invited me over?collect $$.haha.thats all ive tuition later and i wanna go out before that.

2007-01-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

28th of january 2007;sunday.
wahseh updation manxz.anws im damn sick all in one?fever flu cough sorethroat and headache.mama wants me go school like just because ive a stupid poa test.no fair!!!!!after that then can go seee doctor.anyways ytd had band rightxz then i cant do drills so sat at the steps and see people do.was damn boring if you dont do it.but i know who was in line and who wasnt.shall keep it a secret to myself.haaha.then mama cook for my whole section like banana thing and curry puff.yummy nice lahxz.anws ive not study for poa!!!!!!!!!means die die die.hahaha,okay my blog is damn damn dead now lahxz.im lazy to update and oh oh ytd we had syf test.i think i screwed up alot.dosnt mean i sick i can do badly but i did.

2007-01-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

7th december 2007;sunday.
wah so long i never blog?its been aweek please.hahhaa.im missing blogger to the max nowadays.haha,comp down so what to do manxz.okay its like the weekends and the first week of school just ended and gonna begin within afew hours time.haha.
my teachers are:
form teacher and physics teacher:MISS NG SL!(shes scary)
form tutor & chinese teacher:MR LEE KT.(I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HIM!!!!!!!!!)((((((((:
english:Mrs Smitha Rao(i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her)
maths:Miss Chan liyan.(she's nice).
chem:MISS LEE KAH HIANG!!!!!!!!!!!(NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
poa:Mr Chuah(new teacher;scary please)
history:Mr Ang TK(IM SCARED OF HIM PLEASE).
ss:Miss monica Wang(again?)yuckzx please.haha

thats all i think?haahhah.well im like having new teachers and young looking ones too.haha.horray?hahaa.whatever.haha.anw im gonna practise so hard for syf this year.its in 11 more weeks time.im gonna try my best to make the band standard stay.okay camp is on tues.wth??????????????i wanna go like now now now!!!!!!!!!!i miss germaine!!!!!!!!!shes my hot babe please.hahh.okay im like currently siting with amanda kwak.shes a lame pokxz.hhhaha.I MISSED PLZX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i want her back now now now!!!!!!i dont like my class because its too quiet!!!!!!!im not used to it manxz.hahaha.

2006-12-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

28th december 2006;thursday
wah today we finally had band!!!!!!!!!i tied hair today!it was a mess okay.haiya i like forget everything about tying hair please.hahhaa.well went school and saw mei mei and atalia!hahah. i miss howe so much okay.then bought drinks and apparently aunty drinkstall not open so bought from the vending machine.bought like rabina?okay atalia and mai are two nice people they each gave me and the others presents.haha.sorry you guys no presents.i forgot?haha.okay had sectionals and then came back band room to wait for mr tan.and then we played the song sunrise.for set piece.goooooooooooo atalia you can do it!!!!!!!!!okay after band it was still raining like wtf?and all the gates were closed so we took lift.and went back home.174 was being sucha bitch by coming so long.as gab say its peek hour.yeah rightxz lorxz.
27th december 2006;wednesday.
well woke up early ytd.met lousy at serene macs.haha.like so cold lah please.and then we ate breakfast and talk and talk.and like we were suppose to do hwks.and like my laptop batt gonna go falt.anw me and lousy did maths!haha.yay i like but i forget all the formula.hahha.well lousy also whatxz.and then yanli is a big fat pig okay.she keeps on eating and eating.bought ham leh she.gab came and studied with us after her haircut.well before gab came i was like what drawing my hp?hahhaha.nice rightxz yanli?haha.and i love lousy!wrote for me the cheer up thing.and the ice creams thankies you two.hahha..yanli is disgusting lah.uses a straw for like spoon?eat ice cream with it?hahhaha.eeeyer.okay we were 3 bored people with no idea where to go.so we headed to town.took bus and gab ar,spoilt my whole day mood please.okay then dropped down at heeren and yanli just stood in 174 and went back home?wth lah.lousy pokxz.okay then me and gab like talked and saw jannah they all.after that i was so urgent to go toilet we rush to heeren and after that thought of going to mr durian place but gab wanted to make her ma happy by coming home for dinner?haha.after that took mrt back to cck adn saw fahmi and then we went popular and bought his ma her bday present and we went to ljs adn ate dinner and went back home.ma wasnt home when i came home.haiya that woman ar whole day out please.

2006-12-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

26th december 2006;monday.
well its like 1+ in the morning.its boxing day lahxz.hahhaa.well christmas just passed by afew hours?well i wnet out with gab in the morning.she trick me in making me think i was going out with a stranger and aly was in it too?hahaha.damn bitches can.aha.but i still love you guys.hahah.well met her at lot 1.she damn asshole lah gab.hahah.well we headed to town.and it was JAMMED pack like shit okay.cine lah.hahah.then we wanted to watch night at the musem?but there were only the front 3 seats?eeyer dont like.ill go blind and have neckache.haha.so we decided to watch deathnote 2!!!!omgxz.its so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.a coolio showxz manxz.hahahha.well its liek 2 hours 15 mins?well smth funny happened in the cinema while watching the show?hahha,.shant say bah malu myself and gab,but its hell funny please.after the movie we thought of going to the mr durian place butttttttt someone have to go family gathering?spoilt my mood please.gab drop off at angmohkio?i took the rest of the trip by myself!)))))))))))))))))))))))))))));.wth lah bitch okay.then stupid motherf***** china men looked at me from top to toe.damn scary i wanted to cry lahzx.headed home parents were out dating.i was alone?haha.bro came back.parents came back with food!!!!!!!!!yay!!well ate the indian rojak for dinner?.nice nice.finally we had something to be happy for christmas?hahaha.

2006-12-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

24th december 2006;sunday.
wah its christmas eve!!!yay.haha.buttttttttt im not celebrating this year):.well on friday after cheena tuition went to pick lizzie up from cck interchange she was very very very late.hahah.then walked around at lot 1 and went off to godma house and we sleept over there.we watched the thai show at channel u called the unborn i think?i got nightmare please.haha.then on saturday which was ytd.lizzie woke me up lah.like hellow xiao jiee its only like 9+am.so early but i woke up anw.then we ate breakfast and i didnt finish mine too spicy lah the me soto.after that we headed off to my house.haha.we got caught in the slight rain.then when we were home,we got ready to go out.well after that we went off to cck interchange and waited for aunties.well when they arriveed we took train to bugis and after that we walked around shopped awhile.and went to arab street.ahha.so fun okay.although me and mei legs were almost gonna break and we were freaking tired.atfer that we went back home and watched tv for awhile.and i send her home.we walked atound at lot 1 eating our ice cream!!i like okay.haha.then i went back home.okay today i went to my friends'sister wedding.was fun i guess.hha.
taggs;
rose;il link you.aha.
nat; i miss you damn much!!!faster come back lah.hahaa.
chloe:mum you get well too.hahah.imiss you too.merry christmas eve!!hahaha.meet me soon hor.
plxz:eh im suppose to go out with you or come over today.but you havent called me.haha.i want to teach you malay.hahah,.puki kau.haha.i love plxz too.ill msg you everyday horxz.hahaha.dont you forget to ring ring me or ill also ring ring the 1 same level.haha.
shimin;hahha,yeah school opening soon.haha.havent do hwks yet lah.
mahera jiee:hahaha.ill msg you dont worry.hahhha.no prob.(:
euphoria:nehxz lah you never give me your link how to link?hahah.
sahidah:eh cute cute junior!!hhahah.miss you.linked.
spkye:daddy!!!miss you worhxz.

2006-12-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

22nd december 2006;friday.
omgxz im damn sick okay.im like having fever then damn bloody headaches.bloody freaking cramps.asshole okay.and i feel so like puking.my body damn tired okay.

2006-12-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

20th december 2006;wednesday.
wah i woke up like 12+ thanks to gab again.hahha.welll ytd was super fun okay.well gab came over pick her up from the lobby lift.then went up to home!hahaha.then she went in my house and keep saying its antique?hahah.rightxz.then went in my room,and she put her bag down and slept on my bed.not pig what.hahah.then i ask her wake up awhile and we watch stay alive from my hard drive.and mama came in and made us breakfast with drinks.and gab, she went back to sleep.haha.woke her up at 12 pm.and i went to get ready while she read the books we borrowed.well after that we rush off the cck mrt station i feel very bad using her jacket and making her feel cold.haha.went to bugis to meet chyna and emma.they were waiting for us at macs.gab hair was so flat lah because she was using her cap all day.haha.then they were discussing about their project,and we went to cold storage adn then gab had to go toilet so accompanied her.then chyna and emma went to toilet fnd us while we went to cold storage to find them very funny lorxz.haha.after that we were so lazy to do their project we went to catch a movie.hahah.watched the holiday.so funny okay.i dont like bugis cinema lah.so not comfortable and all.and im short and the chairs are like huge and all.so we sat at the back row please adn i hardly can see anything.and while in the movie its like mummy keep calling ma.wth?haiyo cant leave me in peace whatxz.okay chyna left halfway to meet her ma i think.and then after the movie me emma and gab called our parents.talk to ma and she was worried about where i was.haiyo still i sg please okay then went to the toilet was jam pack okay.and went in to see how messy my hair was and emma was waiting in the line to go to the toilet.well she ask us to go ahed first as we were going to meet shu at town.so we bid our goodbye and left.and we went to take train to orchard and then there was a fight held at the mrt station.the guy who got beaten up was only having minor bruises.so phew.so we went to tangs and meet shu for awhile.then we hug her and went home.and when we were outside tangs we saw the ambulance just arrived or smth.not slow whatxz.hahahha.then went back home a girl keep looking at gab lah.and the girl bf was sounding a sleep.hahaa.and then went to lot 1 library return the books and headed home.and it was still raining quiet heavy.so after that saw neighbour she thinks gab a guy?hahahah.okay then at my stop we saw a cab and she took it.i took her jacket with me.so cold sorry.hahha.and then reach home bathe and slept at 10.okay done blogging.

2006-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

17th december 2006;sunday.
wah today is rain rain day.i sing the rain rain go away song just got the rain worst.haha.well today woke up at 10+ am and found that my beloved bro bought me breakfast!ahaah.i got macs hotcakes!!hmmmm.yummmy.hahha.okay then the nice thing about me is i went back to bed after that.haha.piglets manxz.then i got woken up by stupid missed calls by asshole gab.she very free what call me.hhaha.but i call her back she didnt pick up.siao lorxz.
i clean my room today.too much dust keep sneezing lah.so now its dust free!!haha.i vacum then vacum some of my little things so funny lah.i jix to the max can.ahhha.then im like suppose to like go to town with parents today.buttttttttttttttttttttttt stupid rain lah.keep raining heavier and heavier.asshole.hahha.then we decided not to go town in the end.well actually it was dad lah.so we went to lot 1 and went to the thai crusins thing and ate dinner.omgxz my eyeliner so funny today 1 think adn 1 thin.so funny lahxz.then went to grams house.ma didnt felt like going so went home.and they bought alot of the food from delifrance.hahah.nice.haha.then at grams house aunt specially cooked dinner for me.and its food so i cant dont eat.so ate diner twice today.i went down with godma.we gossiped abit and bought sweeeeet talk,hahaha.its damn fattning lah.look what it has done to me!haha.fat fat fat is my size now.then went home got caught in the rain but who cares i love it.then was waiting at the busstop.asshole uncle farted damn smelly.i wanted to vomit okay.wth lah.even his wife and sons cant tahan.then took 975 and guess what at the interchange the bus broke down.so the tyres will like burst when im half way home lah.thank god it was the interchange or else ive to wait for another to come.sommore so many army kor kor going back to camp.phew im not that dumb to wait.i took 300 instead.reached home.was wet.nice rightxz.hahah.i look damn emo today.so not please,aahhah.i must get back to sleeping early habit manxz.

2006-12-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

17th december 2006;sunday
wah its like 12+ in the morning and im blogging,wah im so free whatxz.haahha.
omgxz i need BAND! like now now now!!!its SO BORING WIHOUT BAND!haah,i miss my FRENCH HORN SECTION VERY VERY THE MUCH!
oh well next year new class,i'll miss 2/9 alot.haha.they them cute can.haha.i guess the new class has certain people which are to my dislike.but anyway ive to like live with it rightxz?.i hope that my class next year is super funny like this year.omgxz lah.im in serious boredness,gonna like read the new text bookxz soon i guess.assignments not done.school starting soon.YAY!.haha.finally something to keep me going instead of me doing nothing but sleep eat sleep eat.its more like a rutine now if you might say.
wah each year passes so fast can.i'd just come to smss and now im sec 3s.wah rather old.but still young so phew.hahha.very soon we'll graduate from there just like our seniors.I MISS THEM SO MUCH OKAY.SHUWEN MY SEX PARTNER!!,hahah.your like working or smth?hahha.il purposely drop by and see you.ahaha.holidays been making me have thicker eyebag i must say.you see lor i've been always sleeping late and waking up later then expected.i dont like!!!.
im having backache from playing the comp all day,ive not been doing my jogs as i expected.haiya holidays to me is like torture to make me fatter!haha.yeah i think i've like gain afew kg on the way,hahah.nvm i can try to get into shape asap!haha.
i dont like our new pe shirts.its so gross to the extreme max..its more to the badminton people shirt lah.so eww lah.
YAY!gab coming over damn early in the morning at 10 to my house.told her i fetch her up butttttttttt some people damn stubborn mah wanna go up themself.hahah.ma will open the door i warning to you.hahhaha.and dont come and wake me from my beauty sleep if im sleeping.hahhaha.you can stay out of the room or talk to ma if you want while i get my sleep.hahhaa.
lizzie meimei!faster come over lah.hahahha.then we can chitchat till morning.hahhaha.ma love you more than me okay.hahaaa
i miss atalia jiejie.guess i'll be sitting with her next year.confrim she bully me 24/7.hahhaha.
haiya chloe mama.dont wanna come my house whatxz.so action manxz youxz.haiya dont friend you lah.hahha,
vk!baby hahaha.i miss you to the maxzx lah.haiya i love you more so be that way.hhhaa.
haiya plxz like so busy lorxz.dont even know if she's coming over and sleep.
omgxz am i like typing for everyone.hahaha.haiya im tired le.wanna go and ZZZZZZ.hahahha.im a pig so must have many many things more than normal people.hahhaha

2006-12-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

15th december 2005;friday.
okay i woke up damn early okay.well woke up because had to go school buy books and all.hahha.wth.well got ready and went off to school.met lizzie and janelle in school mama was happy to see lizzie.hahha.ma call lizzie her baby.hha.not fair mama.okay then bought books and forgot to collect the slip of paper to collect the books.and the girl forget to like put in the size 36 uniform in the plastic bag.then ill have to go back to buy agian.hahhha.anyway siti was late okay.ahah.then went back home and went to actually eat at ya kun toast bread or smth.the food are nice because its all bread.mama looks like a tai tai please,digusting lah.make me eat her egg so ewww okay.hahha.then the books are like stone,so heavy please.haha.anw meeting you later.hahha.i hope i wont be late.

2006-12-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

14th december 2006;tursday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAIN TAN!!!
hahahha.i know you wont see this but who cares lah.sorry for no present.i know you bought a big big doll because your jie jie told me so.haaha.loves you to the max.
okay anyway,hahaa.well had to babysit my cousins because ma and godma had to go for some course thing.hahha.then woke up late lah.woken up by ah yi's call.damnit okay.i think my whole family is damn corupted to the max.haha.okay i had a slight fever now damn cold still.haha.well i took cab 4 times today.wah seh spend alot of $$ today okay.then bought the rojak or whatever its spell.nice lah.ah yi cook the indian one.need abit more sugar lah aunty.hahaha.well suppose to like have tuition but was too tired so went 2nd home instead.im damn tired i dont know why.talk to chloe mama ytd till about 2+am.then i went to eat chicken till about 3:30am.haahha.not bad what me.hahah.oh wells.im tired still.gonna eat med soon.

2006-12-13T08:49:00.000+08:00

13th of december 2006;wednesday.
omgxz!!!i miss blogging lah.ahhah.well came back from dots leaders camp ytd.was fun to the max okay.but scary coz of he night hike.well what can i say im still scared of the dark lah.hahhh.i love band concert on the 9th.hahha.was fun.well camp was abit sad bcoz we were split into 2 groups.so couldnt sleep with siti they all.wth rightxz.well i lov my group anyway.so funny lah.got people like to touch touch me lor.hahhaa.well the milo pool was fun okay.i thought i'd lost my shoe in it.hahha.then ytd after coming home from tiring camp.went to get change gab came and fetch me go out and eat at town.hahha.was hell fun okay.and thanks kay minn for your nice nice help.hahha.oh oh!!!finally i saw racha again.hahha.talk to her for awhile though.miss you manxz.ahah.ive like alot to say but too tired to type.i miss mir alot okay.now ive no sister.bye bye to her in thai.wth.okay let me reply tags.
vk:omgzx!!!i miss you damn much too.hhaha.i know we're suppose to go out.
sub:yay you came for the concert!!thanks for the rose.hahah.yeah lah boy boy okay.
plzx:i girl or i boy no diff lor.hahah.eh got diff sory.haahha.
changyanli;lousy:omgxz!!!you'd miss me ar?haahha.wah.i miss taking to you too.hahhha.busy woman mah,now im free so you can go catch a movie with me hor.
plzx:hellow.haa.you came never give me roses.now no camp le.can call you ask you come over.haahha.i love my gf which is your bear.be nice to her.ahaha.happy 1 year too.
sexy ass:hellow!!hahhha.love you.
moo moo:hellow.i rmb you lah,how can i forget.hahaha.take care too.
shimin:i miss you too!!
elizabeth:yeah we very long never talk.hhaa.your fault lah.when you coming over ar?

2006-12-02T12:04:00.000+08:00

2nd december 2006;saturaday
omgxz.i so long never update.hahhaha.well DAMN busy to the max lah.hahaha.okay come come i shall update about why im so busy.hahhha.okay let me tell you about my nice nice band camp!!omg i think it rocks on my socksxz lah.hahahha.damn fun okay.got sabo by seniors on the first night.snore like pig on the second.got exchange actually its more of combine band with ij band.very fun lah.many many hours of band on the band camp.3 days 2 nights mah.aahha.well we played wet games and night games on the 1st day.the second in the morning we had morning excersize then had drills.hahahha.on the 3rd day we had like band and we ate lunch with ij band.hahaha.then sat all in section.well overall its awesome the the max.
omgxz yesterday was super hot!!!.haahhahah.it was grad night.hahahhhha.i love it lah.i think the com did a very very good job in the deco and all.the tables and chairs are cute lah.ahahha.took alot of pics.hahha.the tributes to seniors are well done.hahha.ILOVE HORN SECTION TO THE MAX,we all were emo man ytd.hahha.cried like hell lah.ella,tammy and valerie ar never cry lah.came home about like 12+ going to 1 am.took cab with gab.hahha.half half pay.okay i shall go and post the pics on the next post.i think ma is lame lah.call her i was going home and i was crying she ask me stupid question why was i crying.hahhaa
taggs:
plxz:hahhha.i cant wait either.since when im called nado?hahahhha.yeah 1 year damn soon.in afew more days time.hahhaha.yeah you caled while i was eating lah.hahha.eh miss you too.oh yeah concert.my roses.haha
shimin:hellow band camp rocks lah.hahaha.yeah miss taking to you too.hahaha
rose:hellow.hahah.
natasha:hellow yeah ages no talk.haha.

2006-11-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

15th november 2006;wednesday
wah omg lah i so long never blog okay.now at chloe's house.hahh.wah band was scary to the max ytd.haha.then today woke up early went back primary school.go to the bandroom.hahaha.
tags:
vk!!hhaha,hahaha.yeah will takecare.and wont be so moody.haha.smile blur partner.
caroline:i'll link you.
shimin:okay when im free ill give you a call then we go out.
shuwen:omg sex partner!!!hey my darling.hahha.i miss you to the max lah!!!when you going out with ar?hahahhh.yeah the other i saw you too!!aahha.eh ill go out with you once you finish all your os and all.ahha.
melinda:hey!can give me your link?.
sub!!!:bubble gum eh i dint mean to went offline lah.when you going out with me ar?
yanjun:you ar?ill link you.
nicoleau:milo!!hahhaha.yeah i wanna trick you mah.hahahha.i cant even drink cold drinks already lah.haha.so no need to cruse.hahhaa

2006-11-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

7th novermber 2006;tuesday.
ytd i went out with primary school friends.haha.omg it sucks big time okay.but i went to met lousy to eat lunch again.but i didnt ate i stole her fries.haha.okay then she went off to dental.and i went to meet friends at kbox then went home.haha.wnet to meet miranti wanted to eat dinner outsde but mama called already so wnet back home.
well today woke up rather late lah.im so tired lor.hahah.i got band!!so fun okay.haha.well did the voting for our sl and comitee.anw me and gab went home and got wet.haha.damn funny okay.hahha.okay im lazy to blog.hate mama for canceling my dental.

2006-11-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

4th octorber 2006;saturday
wah so late yet im blogging.hahaha.im hell bored okay.stupid lousy cant msg me,because overexceeded her msges.hahhaha.good lah you.haha.imiss gab alot okay.haha.she forever with her viro city lor.asshole.haha.well today in the car was damn bored bought along my band file thinking it would ease my boredness but it didnt.me and sis were singing aloud lah.hahah.damn funny okay.hahha.then fall asleep.haha.then went to afew houses for visiting only.haha.okay im bored so i shall do this thing i took from plxz blog.haha
1.Single, taken or crushing.
Single and Loving i guess
2. Are you happy with your life now?
well i guess so but without someone it feels so empty
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
hmmm.maybe i dont know.haha.
4. Have you ever been heart broken?
yes very.dont wanna talk about it?
5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
huh dont understand.hahaha
No.6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
it depends.
7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
Yeah.gab!!hahha.
aly plxz.
mama my lover.hahaha
8. Do you want children?
Baby Girl! :D
9. How many?
two please.hahhha.dont wanan give birth to so many.haha
10. Would you ever consider adoption?
duh.hahaa.(:
11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
tell me.its the best man.haha
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
well depends alot actually.
13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
well yeah.why not.haha
14. Do you believe you can change someone?
well if someone can change me why not?haha
15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be?
i'll go canada first then i decide.hahah.
16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
depends alot actually.
17. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yupp.(:
18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?Hmmm, nope.haha
19. Have you ever broken a heart?
hmm.apparently nope.
20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
well try to talk things out.i dont beliee in fighting over such stuff.haha
21. Are you missing anyone right now?
well yeah i do and alot please.hahhaa

2006-11-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

4th novemeber 2006;saturday
wah i so long never blog lah.haha.actually i did but apparently stupid blogger sort sort.i post a long long post and in the end nothing came out.wth la.hahh.well ytd i didnt go for band.because i went for dentel.haiya later need to go call my stupid dentist.haha.my wisdom tooth have just popped out.haha.and its damn sickenning can.damn hurts to the max lah.keep having headache lors.haha.anw today will be going visiting.haha.
tags;
tessa:hey.hahaa.i didnt see you in band that day.haha.but i saw you ytd.haha.
sub:eh my bubblegum!!!haahha.yupp.im super busy girl.hahahha.eh must come for band concert okay?haha.thankies.and your testi have given you yet.
skye:eh skye since when so lianxz?ahhahhaa.
PLXZ:eh what happened?so sad?
shimin:hahha.okay wont delete,haahha.eh when we going out?haha
HUANG SHUWEN!!!:sex partner!!!omg i miss you many many.next week what.eh i never lie lor.i said next week.hahha.whos the other 1?eh im not mean lor.im damn nice.hahah.loves.

2006-10-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

28th octorber 2006;saturday
wah ytd i came home around 11+ pm.hahha.well ytd gabrielle tan was suppose to like go and fetch me from my house.butt she made me go all the way to town to meet her.well on the bus was like so cold.sommore raining.haha.i wore my skirt wanted to wear my pointed shoes butttt rain made me change my mind.hahahha.then when i reached there i had to wait for her because she went to pay for her books.she came with her aunt made me paiseh.ahhah.then her aunt went off.while we went to heeren walk here and ther.haha.omg!!!im so sorry alyssa.hahahhahahaahhha/i didnt pangseh you lah.haha.you went to ahpuhnehneh land whta.hahhaah.but you had fun what,dont blame me hor.ahhahaha.eh ill make it up to you.haha.okay back to what i said.haha.well we went to cine then wanted to watch movie but had no time.so we sat at the big couch near the arcade.then saw grace and joy then me and gab ran off.miss chiam infront of us.we ran off agian.ytd was sway day saw many many people.hahhha.then we went out of cine.thought of going far east so we were like waiting to cross the road.then saw tessa and alex.hahha.dont know whrer they went to.then msg tessa she good lah dont wanna reply me.hahha.then we change our mind and took mrt from orchard and went to yishun.hahha.so boring lah northpoint.haha.i went to cold storage.haha.bought for gab her coke okay.im nice i let you drink.i bought my wan wan milk drink.haha.i bought my meji chocs!!haha.nice.okay then we went to kiddy palace.gab suppose to buy me that cute cute water bottle i wanted.but didnt have the colour i wanted.hahaha.so she still going to buy for me.but another time i guess.hahah.then we went to meet her friend.jascinta or smth i dont know how to spell.hahaha.then took bus gab call me jie jie?hahaha.damn funny.then call me mummy?i look so old ar?hahaha.then we reach church.haha.we keep laughing please.then went up.put our stuff.saw her pastor.he didnt know how to say my name.aaha.then after church.i hate dorothy goh!!!eat shit you bitch.ahahhhha.okay whatever dont wanna talk about her.just ruined my day.haha.well then we took shuttle bus to clementi.i wanted to take mrt thought it be faster when i reach home but no gab wanted to take cab.hhahah.whatever lah.but we took cab in teh end.haha.she paid.good lah.haahha.then reach my house.ask the uncle wait for her for awhile.then she send me off.thanks for the wonderful day you gave me.hahhaa.then reach home.mama was so worried because i dint tell her whre i went.hahhaha.then fall asleep at 12?.today leh i wake up very bored.hahaha.im damn bored still please.hahhaha.i want to go out.nobody to go out with.sian

2006-10-27T11:17:00.000+08:00

27th octorber 2006;friday.
omgxz.!!!no more school for this year.but still have to go for band but thats okay i love band to the maxz.hahaha.well tml was the last day of school.damn saddening as i'll be bored at home with nothing to do.hahaha.well anyway stupid library only know how to cheat people money lah.asshole.now i dont have report book.wtf.but nevermind mama coming school to take it with me and paying fucking fine.wth lah.well ill miss everyone in class.i think ill miss ferjana as shes migrating next year.sad.haha.hmmm im going out later on.yeah lah.haha.after town church i go.haha.im gonna be a holy ass today.wth.haha.be back home late i guess.i wanan sleep lah.haha.tickets for concert are out!!haha,can go sell le.hahahonly 5?wth.

2006-10-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

22nd octorber;sunday.
well ytd the whole morning till evening i sat at home.well watch tv whole day.with sis.well after that we went out for dinner.i treated her okay.haha.im nice.!!well after that i went to meet gab.thought of eating 2nd dinner as she havent eat yet.but she dint want.then walk home instead of taking bus.hahah.because i wanted to burn my fats.haha.well then went to the park nearby my house.bought drinks.i wasted it as gab wanted to challenge me for a run.i won her okay!!happy me.ahaha.then we sat at the tower.talk abit.and she wanted to go home.so waited for her cab.she bought me jelly beans!!haha.i think ill be fatter by tml.ahha.then off she went.without a bye,rather sad but who cares.i reached home.went to watch movie with sis.till 2+ in the morning.haha.but im not tired.woke up today.was suppose to follow natasha to dont know where.but apparently i cant make it as ive to stay home.sorry babe.hha.now alone at home.bored.shall end here i guess.bye.tc.

2006-10-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

18th octorber 2006;wednesday)=.
well havent been blogging for like 3 days but who cares right.well anyway.stupid person made me cry ytd in the morning sommore.till whole eyes feel like popping out,i hate crying dont you know?its hurting for my heart to hear what came out of your mouth.omg ytd the dots connections meeting started.today also.well it was fun but today i couldnt think at all.i was damn to the power of 7 sad.seriously i didnt ate my dinner when i reached home.i wasnt in the mood to do anything.but who cares right,i need a shoulder for me to cry on.im damn angry pissed off and i cant do a thing about it.well today i didnt eat my recess.im damn hungry okay.and then my legs hurts got stupid cramps.
tell me how am i to vent my anger on?
i really need to cry again,
im like feeling rather disappointed in me.
dont you see?
im hurt to the max.
im like such a loser,
i dont know how or what to do already.
im like giving up all hopes or preventing anything
from happening.
i really cant take it.
i cried for you
but you there didnt make me feel
as though im safe.
you just make me disappointed in myself.

had spot checked today.wth okay.stupid teachers probably they are blind.but people that have they hair dye didnt get caught where by mine got.and i fucking didnt dye my hair lah dey.okay whatever,i dont give a shit.i dont have the mood.im going for my run to realse all my stress and my saddness.
bye.

2006-10-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

15th octorber 2006;sunday.
omg i cut hair le.hahah.i think i need to clip up my tail i scared tan scold me.hahaha.well ytd i went to jb by force,well i thought it wont be fun but i was.hahah.well i went shopping.didnt get to shop enough but at least is shop right.haha.well back home in the morning.omg at night jb damn scary okay, me and sis can cry lah.aiyoh tml no school.maybe shall ask people out.hahah.well today i stay at aunt house.and suppose cut hair but i flal asleep.haha.aiyah nth toi blog liao.bye

2006-10-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

friday the 13.octorber.haha.
omgxz today no school.saddening.hahha.well slept till 8+am.because tammy msg me.haha.woke me up okay.well then pei mama go to fairprice buy stuff.haa.carry very heavy okay.haha.almost wanna drop dead.haha.then i went to the bakery.the aunty thought im chinese.sorry aunty its mixed not chinese only.hahha.i bought dougnuts.hahha.and cookies.haha.ate them now finish.hahah,yum yum man.haha.then aly called me.and she reach to my door step okay.hahah.took cab sommore.then she wanted to see my mama i dont let.haha.then we headed to town.then before that we went to lot1 and we bought bubble tea.haha.nice okay so long no drink.ahha.then went to town.alighted at far east.we went around.and she ate again.like wth.ahha.fatty ar later.haha.then we went to heeren and then bought her dont know what.then we went to cine and ate kfc.stupid guys keep staring lah.irri.then we went to watch SCOOP.haha.the show damn nice lah.i mean funny.omgxz.we saw poorani.vicky,ferjana,sreevena and seema with some other guys.hahhaa.then we went off took neos.haha.then we went to like heeren again.well aly went to pierece her ear again.i was very scared for her lah please.haha.then she drop our neo okay.very saddening.hahhaa.then saw many many stc eyecandys okay.hahha.why is everybody looking at me and aly today??hahhaa.then went hme.haha.i love plxz.make me smile alot today.haha.thankies for the time you waste on me today.hahaa.and we saw alex and joy.

2006-10-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

2006-10-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

12th octorber 2006;thursday.
argh!!!exams finish already!!omgxz lah.happy happy lah!!wohoo can go shopping and stuff already.haha.BUTTTTTT!!!!im rather worried for the results lah.ohmytian im so scared i stayback okay.ill cry and not go school lor.haha.okay today paper suckz and so are the rest.haha.seriously woke up at like 2:30 to memorize all my notes but sadly cant get to my tiniwini little brain.hahahha.okay just now went to town okay.with that starstar of mine.hahah.well saw lotsa stc and smss girls lah.can cover whole of town please.haaha.i feel like piercing my town but at the same time how am i to tongue my mouthpiece if my tongue is being pierce.haha.well gab was damn retarted okay.she was drinking my drink and within a second it was all gone?not pig what she.hahhhaa.then went from heeren then got hungry went to cine then ate saw chynatan and gang.natasha and gang.haaha.funny lah.okay then went to far east.on the way.a guy ask for dont know what modeling agency.haha.damn funny.then after that at far east we were tired so sat somewhere and gab almost fall alseep?she didnt had her sleep for days lah.pity her.omgzx.me and gab got eye candy okay.i think the two boys are cute.haha.dont you think so gab?haha.omgzx i going jogging soon.need to lose weight mama say im gonna be pig means fat fat fat.haha.

2006-10-08T10:36:00.000+08:00

8th octorber 2006;sunday
wah so fast sunday liao.haha.today is alot of people birthday.haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELAHO!
hahahhaha.wah did i miss anybody else?okay i know im not suppose to like on the comp and blog but im bored.cant make me study 24/7 what.well yesterday went to watch midnight movie?hahha.omg lah i had nightmares after watching STAY ALIVE!.hahahh omg its scary to the max okay.seriously damn scary lah.i think ill have nightmares again.hahahha.oh then ytd atfer tuition i went aunt house.baby hakimi was send to the hospital.gosh right.well aunt and him stayed there of course.well then went back home.and then played comp and fall alseep.haha.then went out for dinner with mama and mir.aiyoh miranti ar ever since your bf is in ns no need treat me like him right.eeyer please.then we went to grams house.omg lah the HAZE!.eeyer me mum and sis went to cover out mouth with tissues.haha.so funny lor.mummy wants me put a mask in my bag?sorry ar.hahha.i not so health consious.hahha.then the haze i tell you the psi when i was at grams house was 150?wth right.but phew it went down.now i dont know what is it.haha.its so thick and made my skin itchy lah.went home around 10+ then watch movie.wahlao i went to bathe before i go out again okay.okay reach home around 1+.we didnt had the time to eat supper.hahah.okay im gonna study after this man.or else mama gonna chop my head off.haa.im hungry lah.

2006-10-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

6th october 2006;friday
today had chinese eoy paper.i did terribely.due to the compo i did.omgxz manzx.im dead okay.the compo was a mess,the wrote half a page and in english?wth okay it was suppose to be like 300 words?oh shits manzx.die okay.ok whatever i dont care actually.its over and done.cant do a thing about it.
have you ever thought of how would life be like if you dont have any friends??
well the friends you loved vs. the seniors you loved?
have you ever been in the middle of them?i have.and i can tell you how suckzx it is.sometimes your friends may think you'd betrayed them somehow but in actual fact you didnt.and its like the trust from you friends may just poof off and somehow you can feel it.and here you are trying damn hard that you didnt tell anything to anyone.and there they are accusing you?
as mush as you dont want you friends to get hurt you too dont want your seniors to get hurt as well.what if both of the people that you love and care for hates each other?how would you feel?i feel like sometimes hiding myself in my closet sit there and cry of how suckxz it is to be in the state i am in.i feel like i dont wanna exist in the world.because if you have to chose between the two of them who would you chose or side on?sometimes i just wish they're okay like last time.but just because of some things their not.like wtf right.why when things are gonna be fine it turned out sucky and you feel like crying over it?well i just miss my friends.i miss them hell alot then expected.but what can i do to make a difference.its just so fucked up.
"i miss talk to you plxz.i miss the time in class where we used to gossips here and there.and talking about almost anything which is crazy.i miss the times where we will make teach other laugh with the stupidest thing.i miss alot of stuff to tell you the truth.and i feel that we drifted alot and i mean alot manzx."
ok ive not been blogging at all because i was just plain old lazy.hahhaha.well things are so different without you plxz.and i feel so empty with that.im like not in my cheery mood already.and im only aimiing on food.hahah.my best friend when im sad lah.hahha.gab been trying to cheer me up but sorry man it cant help.but thanks for trying.aiyoh i tml have tuition lah.i dont want be only girl again.its scary okay.hahha.and the guys will onl tease me.wth.well i hope you read this post plzx.im really feeling so fucked up.
baby iloveyou)=

2006-09-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

24th september 2006;sunday
well its sunday.tml have school.i dont feel like going school now after i read your post.well promised my mama that ill fast tgt with the whole family for a month.aint i nice.woke up rather early for a sunday,11.actually fasting aint that bad after all lah.i did english homework.need to study for science later on.omg lah my brother and sister are talking crap now lah.made me cry for stupid thing okay.mummy and dad were angry with me ytd because suppose to go out but apparently i reached home later then expected.didnt study much ytd when i was with shimin.was thinking alot thats all.omg mama really went to hired that hapuhnehneh teacher.saddening ytd i was the only girl in class.rather scary if you think of it.stupid friends keep teasing me.well i guess i need somthing to do to keep me occupied and stop thinking about stuff.

'A glooming peace this morning with it brings;
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardoned, and more punished:
For never was a story more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo.'

2006-09-23T14:35:00.000+08:00

23rd september 2006;saturday.
wah saturday liao.im so tired lah now.hahhaa.well the whole week was ok i guess.ytd was mrs kwok last day with us she giving birth soon.i wanna see baby.hahhaha.ytd ih class i never go because headache man.well been staying back in school because of extra classes.on thusday stayed back and shuwen teach me chinese.hahaha.so weird but atleast i understand.haha.my tuition teacher no 2.haha.well today tuition was ok i guess,i failed my maths paper.saddening ok.then all careless mistakes.wth lah.hahhaha.english was terrible but atleast i passed.and we played hangman?hahaha.rather funny lah.well meeting shimin later on got to teach her maths and science.hahaha.

2006-09-16T15:54:00.000+08:00

16th september 2006;saturday.
its raining damn heavily lah.ohmytianz lor.hahha.well just came back from my lunch with my 2 aunts and cousin.tuition was horrible ok.i was having my SA exams for goddness sake.i woke up extra early to eat my breakfast.mummy was asleep as always.haha.well then went to pick up cousin and we went tuition tgt,well the maths paper was hell difficult even though only 9 bloody questions ok.english paper was rather difficult lah.haha.then after paper went home actually went to lot 1 with aunties la.then it rained ok.wtf lah. got in the rain and hell wet.well actually i love the rain.hahah.but today bad hair day,didnt bother to play in the rain.then now home.i want to sleep but apparently my eyes cant shut.now i wanna do smth that i took from cv post.haha.

Message:LAYER ONE:ON THE INSIDE

Name:Nadirah
Birth date:100992
Current status:-
Eyecolor:brown
Hair color:brownish red
Righty or Lefty:right
Zodiac Sign:virgo

LAYER TWO:ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage:indonesian i think.
Your fears:the dark,some others.
Your weakness:give up on things easily.
Your perfect pizza:i want many many cheese.

LAYER THREE:YESTERDAY,TODAY,TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up:"huh why must wake up?"
Your bedtime:it rather early.
Your most missed memory:i dont rmb.haha.

LAYER FOUR:YOUR PICK

Pepsi or Coke:PEPSI!!.
Mcdonald's or Burger Kings:macs lah duh
Single or group dates:single more romantic.got more private time.
Adidas or Nike:both
Lipton Tea or Nestea:whats the diff both still tea what.
Chocolate or Vanilla:CHOCOLATE!!!
Cappuccino or coffee:eeyer i hate all this coffee things.

LAYER FIVE:DO YOU?

Smoke:err no.
Curse:its comes out natural for me.
Take a shower:like aduh.
Have a crush:i forgot.haha.
Think you've been in love:aiyoh so lame question to ask.
Want to get married:hmmm,nope.
Believe in yourself:so not lah.
Think you're a health freak:err i dont think i am.

LAYER SIX:IN THE PAST MONTH

Drank alcohol:haiyi saddening nope.
Gone to the mall:like duh.just came back.
Been on stage:eer i dont think so lah.
Eaten sushi:yeah.
Been dumped:out of point lah.
Gone skating:eeyer i scared.nope.haha.
Dyed your hair:no need.

LAYER SEVEN:HAVE YOUR EVER

Played a stripping game:nope eh i want to play.haha.
Change who you were to fit in:so not lah.

LAYER EIGHT:GETTING OLD

Age your hoping to be married:i just said im not getting married.

LAYER NINE:IN A GIRL/GUY

Best eye color:i dont care.
Best hair color:not chosy.

LAYER TEN:WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1 MINTUE AGO:typing this.
1 HOUR AGO:was out.
5 HOURS AGO:in tuition having exams.
1 WEEK AGO:out with shane.:)
1 YEAR AGO:memory bad bad.dont know.

LAYER ELEVEN:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE:YOU!
FEEL:sleepy.
I Hate:certain people.
I Hide:tears
I MISS:you.
I NEED:you.

wah finally finish.aha.damn lame lah.ok im signing out for now.haha.

2006-09-15T21:00:00.001+08:00

15th september 2006;friday
ok im rather lazy to blog about the week.haha.ups and down many many,haha.gosh dont even know what im typing.im hungry mummy not home yet.wth.grumpy soon i guess.wont be surprise then.god man.someone please shoot me in the heart.because there is where it hurts the most.i hate it ok i hate this shits alot.you said i didnt care?sori ok i do but maybe you didnt realize maybe i because i care you for a friend and nth more then that.but still i do care,wtf im freaking pissed.f up life i have.1 min it could be all cheery and the other a misery.fuck i hate it ok.you said i didnt know how you feel.seriously wish someone take me away,far far away from this world as i cant stand it.ive been waiting in my room as days goes by,wanting my life to end but why the hell isnt it not?theres no reason for me to stay,im frustrated with things ok.i dont like the fact that you always say i dont care.omg im hurt now damn hurt ok.i feel like crying,i rather go back indonesia if anymore happens.

bring me away from here,
i beg someone.
take me to a place where i dont
have tears flowing down my cheek everyday
crying about stupid reasons.
i dont know why.
i put a mask on my face
covering what tears it drops.
i dont want to show noone,
its worthless yes i know.
i cant take it no more,
it hurts me to hear what people say to me.
how am i to show that i care?
its hurting to me that you say that.
i sit near my window,
watch my world goes by.
it means nothing to already.
its so dead and nothing seems right to me.
im so fucked up now.
can anyone see?
how stressed up and miserable
my life is but i
dare not show it.
why?
you may ask.
because i dont want people
to care.its wasting your
fucking time caring for what im
facing.its no use no more.
slaughter me and throw me away.
im fucking f up now and its all because
of some stupid shits.

i need an angel to bring me away.

2006-09-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

2006-09-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
hahha.been so long since ive not blog and i owe it alot to my sis for making my comp rather sort.been busy this days so blogging is not missed.haha.omg im finally 14!!!.wah i so happy ok.hahaa.first person to wish me shuwen.my sex partner.hahahaha.omg love ya alot ok.hah.well the school holis are ending today.saddening.thi whole week been rather wacky for me.on monday the holis start,i had band in the morning,a japanesse conductor came over and teach us some things but apparentlt,i had to see vp so i didnt learn anything.seing vp was fun and i actually know what i want in life,and how i could ry to get it.after band i went out for awhile to eat.then a night had tuition.parents werent home back to indonesia.my hair is cut,no more reborn and perm hair.all natural hair.hahha.on tuesday i went out with gab.hahah.so funny lah,went town and like always saw lotsa people then both parents came back to spore.on wednesday me and siti thought we had ih class in the morning but in the end we didnt it was at the afternoon and we went to serene macs to eat breakfast after that i went to gab,we back over to my house and i saw my mama.then gab was behind so shy and mama was smiling at her.ahhah.so funny lah.then went to change and we went out for awhile and went back home as she got church.on thursday we had section outing.haha.i went to meet tammy to go clementi to meet the rest.we went to chevron to bowl.i dont know how to bowl lah.hahaha.i took lotsa pics will update it later.haha.then after 1 game me and tam went to jurong east entertainment to meet jannah and gab.we saw lotsa sction there like flute,clarinet and many more,so cold lah.haha.we went town with them.me and gab went to watch forbeidden siren,so scary.haha.gab act big lah say not scared then suddenly 1 part she also scream tgt with me.ahhaa.then we went home at 8 like that.i got scolding from parents to not tell them where was i.saw last year s'pore idol sly.haha.then on friday,we had band.my whole section was to come at 9am.to do props for saturday section compertition.then we didnt had enough material that me ella ad atalia went off to holland to buy fruits and stuff and we bought lunchs.aha.i ate gado gado,rather nice lah.haha.had band til 5+ gonna 6 then me and tessa went macs to buy food and went back home but i went to grandmama house lah.i was rather lost.then reach her house and went to grandad house.he so funnny lah.hahhaa.then went back in cab.because rather late like 10.hahah.then reach home i was like so exhausted.haha.then saturday it was section compertition.i went to meet gab because i woke up late?haha.well suppose to reach school at 7 but woke up late so meet gab.she ask me wake her up and she overslpt and dint pick my hp up.aha.then was piss with her.hahah.then we reach school and saw my section so funny lah they.IM PROUD OF MY HORNSECTION EVEN THOUGH WE DIDNT WIN THE SECTION COMPERTITION!!IM PROUD OD SAHIDA OUR ONLY JUNIOR!!haha.at least we had fun lah.went to send my instrument to repair.hahah.then me and gab went towning again to eat and walk around.haha.then went back home and got ready for family reunion.saw my braces cousin there.so funny lah he.hahah.reach home at 10+.too tired for anything.hahah.sunday!! today.my birthday,hahaha,well had to study later so not a very good birthday what.haha.well meeting lizzie later on.to go aunt house buying cakes later.meeting bow later.then meeting dad at night for dinner.haha.

2006-08-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

20th august 2006;sunday
ok woke up rather late i guess.12?hahha.well woken up by miranti as always.well ate breakfast im still hungry.hahha.drank milk!hahah.im rather tired still.slept at 10 ytd.because ate medicine.hahahah.

Title:Better Off
The sky has fallen And it's early in the morningBut it's ok somehowI spilt my coffee, it wentAll over your clothesI gotta wear mine nowAnd im always, always,always lateAnd my hair's a mess, Even when it's straightI used to think i had it goodBut now i know that i misunderstoodYou would say, i'm better off in every way [repeat 1] so what,I'm better off everydayWhen i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mindI think of you and everythings alrightMy friends keep callin'They say, they say im stallin' And they wanna meet you nowI tell them hell no, i sayWe're tryin' to lay lowDon't wanna lose what i've foundThings are finally, finally lookin' upAll my fear, on the groundEven though im stuckSo what,I'm better off everydayWhen i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mindI think of you and everythings alrightI used to think i had it goodBut now i know that i misunderstoodYou would say, i'm better off in every wayThings are finally, finally lookin' upAll my fear, on the groundEven though im stuckEven though im stuckSo what,I'm better off everydayWhen i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mindI think of you and everythings alrightI used to think i had it goodBut now i know that i misunderstoodYou would say, i'm better off in every wayYeah, yeah Better off in every wayI'm better off in every wayI'm better off todayThe sky has fallen And it's early in the morningBut it's ok

2006-08-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

ok im bored so im gonna post again.hahha.lame lah nadirah.

ive tried to forget you baby.
but its harder then what i thought.
thinking of you just make me wanna love you even more,
but i guess that i can dream on about it.
people been saying we're tgt,
but guess what we aint ok.
i wish we were but that cant happen
because i dont know what's your
feeling towards me.
ive been trying to like someone else but
its no use.
no use at all.
the feeling of liking someone else
is different from liking you.
you always make my day
with each smile you give.
but now im trying to like someone
else unexpected.
and guess what i do like her now.
maybe i just needed the time to forget you
well the girl i guess wont know that i like her
because im so closed to her.
give me time thats all i ask.

2006-08-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

19th august 2006;saturday
wahlao woke up bright and early but sis woke me up even earlier.haha.her hp ar siao lah its earlier by afew mins lah.hahhaa.i didnt get beauty sleep today.haiya.so got ready earlier than sis lah.she took her own sweet time lah please.haha.ok then off we go to school.omg in the bus i wanted to sleep lah please,hhaha.then its like we missed alot of bus because sis slowly walk like snail.haiyo she ar.hahhaa.ok then we spotted the difference about the roads now and last time.didnt know there were lotsa diff man.haha.ok reach school ar,we went to canteen bought drinks.saw aly.haha.shes like so enthu lah.the drink stall uncle still rmb my sis.hahha.then we all went up to the hall.took attendence at the back.haiyo mrs kwok on saturday also must spot my hair issit.haha.aly never bring my hairband what.probably she lost it lah.hahah.then sis said smth hell funny lah.sacarstic too.hah.ok then went in hall.me aly and sis all sat tgt.saw cheryl she sat infront of us.aly sat beside her dad.i didnt see you just now.i wonder why you went.saw siti and everyone else.hahah.well then omg the speech thingy was so boring i keep falling asleep lah please.miranti also fall asleep.ahhha.then then there was an interval 10mins like that.hhaha.omg me and sis went outta school lah.because couldnt take the boredness of it.ahha.well saw chyna tan mama.she didnt recognise me lah.because of my hair.i still didnt see you.when i went down.everyone told me not to go down.because you were with your mama.but i told them im walking the other way.and i regretted it.i didnt see you lah.well walk at the parede ground saw tammy and ahma.hahahha.omg lah she was holding a balloon i scared lah.haaha.then went out of school that time.was at the staircase outside chapel.i saw your back view.with your mama.its a sad thing you didnt see me.well at the bus stop saw jannah and her friend.hahaa.ok then took a bus.and we stop at adam's road the bus stop.haha.went to eat lah.i wanted eat macs but miranti dont want lah.ok fine lor.so she ate mee soto.the soup nice but spicy.haha.i keep drinking water.i ate cheese prata and a normal one.well after that walk back to corro bus stop.well we saw azura at the bus stop,took 67 and went back.omg i slept on the bus.i couldnt take it lah.haha.well at the bus stop got aunty anyhow push me.i so called fly like that.haha.ok then reached home.i changed and fall alseep.haha.too tired.got so many missed call lah.msges also.haha.ok now still blur and headache.haaa.omg woke up and mama scolded me because i ate prata.wth?haha.

2006-08-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

18th august 2006;friday
omg i havent been going online nor blogging for the past few days.reasons are being that im sick and still sick.the other im lazy.and another ive no time.haa.well im still sick.and feeling rather weak.not been eating much,because i cant taste the tasteness of it.haha.well im lazy to blog about the past few days,shall only blog about today then.well today in the morning didnt had my fever.haha phew.hahaah gabrielle tan your sick sick sick.ahha.im the virus now.haha pass pass to everyone.hahahha.well had tammy to tie my hair in the morning.hahah thankies tammy ahma.hahha.nice ok.then no rubber band.took from slyvia wong.haha.i dont even know her lah please.haha.well then suppose to meet sabrina but apparently she didnt dare to meet me.so i went down with chng ar.hahaha.well went down.my hair all came out lah.haha.gab ar.you liar cheated my feelings lah you.lie to me.i dont wanna talk to you.go away lah you.ok then.had morning assmebley.mr tan said my hair nice.haha.i mean its neat and all lah.hahah.then went up to class.then then had math lesson.omg almost the whole class stood outside because they didnt do their work.hahah.phew lah lucky i did mine.haha.no need stand lah.haha.ok then it was english.omg lah we had to do a test in formal writting .oh then we can bring in notes.cool lah.hha.ok ok then was recess.phew finally.thank god ok.i was like freaking hungry.but still went down didnt eat because of cough.haiyo no oily stuff thats what was instruted by my dad.hahha.ok then mr lim haha period.haha.well pe lah.wahlao sat under the hot and warmy sun today.because wasnt feeling well so had to rest.even though sat there,i did sweat alot ok.hahha.then it was mt lah.omg lao shi ar.you not mean what.never come to class then made a old old teached came in our class for chinese.ahha.freaky lah the teacher.then sommore had to do work?ahhaa.i did rubbish lah.aahha.then its another formal writting.complain letter.i wrote crap totally.ahhha.well then mr lim lite teacher.didnt come to school.haiyo.went to library to take air con.haha.nice lah wanted to sleep ok.hahha.then went back to class.went down for assmebely.haha.put my bag and amanda's outside class.haha.we celebrated mr tan advance b'day.and so scary ok.assembely was boring.very warm.nicole tan you meano person.box me just now.the shalini.thanks for your jacket.hahah.slept for awhile with it.ahha.ok then went up band room.haha.omg lah we were like running like chicken.hahaha.then went in band room.went to hide.haha.omg lah!!.so dark im scared ok.hahhha.but i sat near the door side.because got light,sat with tammy,father,serene.haha.many more.then half way.air con leak.wth lah.then hannah very smart what she.throw water on my face.hahha.laugh so loud lah.hahha,then mr tan came in.hahhah.i laugh even more.hhaok mr tan was hell surprise.haha.was fun.then saw gab and told her about the air con.she laugh and laugh.haha.then went to eat cake.went to toilet many many times.because we all played water.haha.oops la.everyone wet me;nice target issit.haah.then went back band room.gab ar.you stop ok.lie to me still wanna poke my neh.pain pain lah.haha.went back and tammy tie my hair back.then had band.haha.WITH HEART AND VOICE!you rocks.hahaha.nice song ok.i couldnt play at some part because of breathing difficulties.hahha.ok then finish band.haha.suppose to go home with tam.but went home with gab instead because shes rather sick?hahha.sick her mind lah please.hahah.then i got bullied by her.ahaha.see pretend to be sick right gab so you no need go church.haha.orh hor.tell your mama.hahah.ok aly PLZX.im sorry say you bitch.hahaha.play only lah.hahha.soropokz to the maxz man.haha.ok then now home.still coughing.tml need to go school.for subject combination.ahhha.then going out with sister.hahah.well rather early lah tml.omg im so angry with sayyidi now.dont wanna be best friends with you anymore.

2006-08-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

13th august 2006;sunday.
well woke up rather early because miranti woke me up as usual.haha.well atfer ytd movie,i was dead tired when i went back.well i didnt watch click.instead i watched tokyo drift again.omg.so nice lah.i didnt said it was nice before because i fall alseep.hhaha.well after that movie,i was dead hungry because i didnt ate dinner lah.well then took cab home lah.haha.well mum got rather pissed off because we came home and ask her to help us cook.haha.well we didnt eat anyway.was too tired to.well today i didnt step my foot outta my house lah.haha.well wanted or plan to go play badminton but because the weather dont seem nice thats why.haha.well keep eating lah.i watched just my luck on the laptop just now.the show was ok i guess.i cant wait for school.i dont wanna stay home and mummy keep feeding me to eat.my cough not gone yet.haha.well i hope it goes away soon.its rather irritating lah.haha.omg i miss my sexy sex partner!! i miss my PLZX. i miss gab.haha.i miss bubblegum girl.hahha ok lah i miss everyone in school.haha.i want school now because i forgot to bring my books home to study?haha.wth die die die..

2006-08-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

12th august 2006;saturday.
well woke up bright and early today,to go for tuition.omg lah mr eddy didnt come today.then got another teacher take over the class.haiyi his so fat and retarted ok.i was so sleepy in class.ytd watch midnight movie lah.watch till so tired,haha.i find tokyo drift rather boring.watching click later on.haha.i so free what.watch movies.haha.ok then english class so boring even more lah.ahha.then went back aunty house lah.well was hell tired so went macs to eat lunch.haha.haiyi im getting more and more fat lah.then i fall asleep well watching a show.then woke up,was rather blur.it was about 5+.haha.my stupid aunties woke me up by making lotsa noise and stuff.hha.so funny lah they all.well then then i cleaned my room already.haha.finally.its done.aha.well went back home.da bao food home.haiyi my sister is very ma fan ok.so irritating ok.helped mummy wash dishes.hahha.im nice lah.haha.haiyi i forgot to bring my home econs books home lah.wtfg.die die die.monday got ct on it sommore.gosh die lah.haha.eh i like my bugs bunny shirt.hahah.eh i think i spell correctly lah.hahaha.im boreded.waiting to watch movie with cousin.haha.

2006-08-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

11th august 2006,friday
well another weekend is here again.i need to back to aunt house to clean my freaking room.its like a rubbish dump now.hahah.well today lessons starts with maths.omg lah.we are not learning anything in bloody class.wth ok.we did correction for our previous test,and then went through 1 stupid sum.and bye bye the lessons is gone.wtf lah.i come school to study then he dont wanna bloody teach.ok then it was english.we went through the comprehention and there goes the lesson.haha.it was ok i guess.well the journal we had to do was about "my first crush".ahha.i forgot who was it.hahah.bad bad memory i guess.haha.then it was recess.well ate burger as always.omg i need to lose weight damn badly lah.im on the edge of becoming my mum the number 2.haah.well then it was pe.omg i tell you im like dont know how to play tennis.hahha.i dont care lah.im tired thats why.i dont like playing.hahhaha.then play till face all red.hahaa.ok it was chinese then.haiyi i had to do the formal writting or smth lah.then then we got tickets to go in to see "it's showtime".hahaha.then was lite.haha.omg that one ar.me and aly keep talking none stop.hahhaa.then it was chapel.haha.i regretted not going for chapel ok.haa.irritating lah.went library instead because thought would have fun at there.but instead it was boring at first.then saw my sexy ass.and cute junior.cheered me up.thanks for making my day man you two.hahha.then after that was over.no more lessons.hha.then i like opening the classroom door ok.its like so fun lah.then packed bag and waited for gab to eat lunch with her.she so slow can.anyway,eat finish then went band room with valerie and gab.haiyi nonsence people im mixing with.hahhaa.then it was band.aha.i wanna join the syo.haha.i want it damn badly.hhaha.well played heart and voice.nice nice.but omg the ending, i feel like i need my furneral right now.ok ok then after band,i had section meeting after that.i went to buy food home.and home i am now.well i wanna thank aly for the big big gio shirt.hahha.its nice baby.thanks a dozen.gab ar,you better thank me for folding the hearts ok.its paper clips for heaven sake.damn pain lah.and i just did my nails.i wasnt paying attention in mr lim is because of your clips ar.so if i fail i kill you.haha.thanks gab for the paperclips and sweet.haha.omg people im telling you im not with anyone i tell you.please dont get the wrong info hor.dont say you see me with her then think im with her.so not please.i like someone else.

2006-08-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

10th august 2006
omg ytd i slept about 1+ am.haha.watch tv sommore lah.mummy scared so ask me accompany her.hahaa.haiyo.haha.so fat still scared.well woke up rather early.to reply people's letter lah.eh i just realise that my shirt that i buy ytd.is very see through.haha.mama keep saying to me must wear tube so can see my fat so much.hahhha.my belly buttons.haha.hahha.omg shimin ar.why cant you play badminton with me today.now ive to play with my mama.then mama always make empty promises lah.she ar.omg ive to clean my room in my another house.so mesy like shit.hahha.ok.im still hungry even though eat liao.hahaha.

2006-08-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

9th august 2006;wednesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE.HAHA.CHLOE AND ELLA TOO.HAHA
woke up very early today.welll watch kids central in the morning ok.then ate fruits.and loads of chocs.haha.then about 5+.went to lot 1.meet grams,aunties and cousin to go clementi.well saw bro.then he very sort ok.well bought a shirt.damn low cut can.ahhaha.the material is nice lah.soft soft.the brand is also nice nice.ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH.HAHAH.HAHA.i love the brand ok.haha.well bought lotsa food go eat lah.haha.im turning fat pig soon.i mean very very soon.omg i was at macs at clementi.till i saw this guy who is wearing this white suit.hair like PAUL TWOHILL.i think his a wanna be,so warm still wanna wear suit.siao ar.hahha.

2006-08-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

7th august 2006;monday
well i was sick lah.had fever in the morning.felt rather giddy.wanted to go home damn badly lah.but in the end i didnt.had lite in the morning for the first period.was boring ok.then had ih,omg thats even more boring lah.then it was recess.phew ok.i was already dead hungry lah.well ate and went up.siti didnt come school lah.asshole.she woke up late thats why.then it was science if im not wrong.well was very sleepy in miss ng class lah.haha.i love her class but was tired only at that day.well then it was english.1 period only.then it was maths.wahlao.we dont even learn anything in his lessons lah.he dont teach us please.then was lunch.omg lah no common test on this day ok.haha.but we had to stay back because we had a concert,which was so funny.intresting man.i didnt take my ih retest yet.haha.
8th august 2006;tuesday
well today we had no lessons as its national day celeb.well came to school in shorts ok.well didnt wear red and white but instead red and green?skirt lah.haha.well then had the celeb.the skits so funny lah.i was laughing my ass off.then the singing part.omg i was going crazy lah.me and chloe.went to each houses to take people along with us.hahaha.then we stayed in cooke house.and we jump jump.haha.fun leh.haha.then went off to town with gab.went to eat lunch.then on the way saw shuwen hugged her ok.haha.miss her lah.then on the bus with vk.and the rest.saw limliyi.haha.then reach town.we went to far east eat kfc.haha.so scary got guy behind me stand so close.hahaha.then went home.because she got smth to attend.she siao kuku lah.haha.reach home and i fall asleep.hha.

2006-08-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

monday;31st july 2006.
well i didnt went for tuition on this day.haha.too tired i guess.well then i went to aunt house and sabrina my cousin made me milo.haha.first time ok.haha.so nice of her.ahha.well i was being nice to actually teach her chinese ok.haha.argh i just remember i said a hokkien word on this day ok.haha.so funny lah i said it.gosh this day i pms lah.and i find it rather scary too.omg i dont like my 2 aunties.haha.actually they damn funny lah.they were saying that the shorter my hair is the more dirty minded i get,wth lah.haha.haiyo my cousin does laugh to herself.freaky famiy lah.haha.omg funny thing lah.my cousin open the closet and a lizard just ran out of it.we all scream like shit.i was jumping like mad lah.freaky lah im scared of it please.haha,this day ar.freaking cold like shit lah please.its been raining.gab messed my hair like shit.i look like a mad women when i reached home.ahha.
1st august 2006;tuesday
hmm oh this day ar we didnt had any prodots lessons.haha.thank god ok.but went to band early lah.eeyer i find gab rather dirty minded also.haha.eh nth happened or maybe i forget.haha
2nd august 2006;wednesday
well its musical.haha.well i was super scared lah.i tell you why ok.well it was because of the darkness and the height.haha.so freaky ok.haha.MIMI AND MOMO.MY FRIEND.hahha.gab haiyo left me to go home myself.haha.so freaky ok.she went church.hahha.asshole lah.
3rd august 2006;thursday
ok this day pissed me off damn badly ok.its sucks like shit.haha.ok ok well because i was damn pissed with you GABRIELLE TAN JIAXIAN.but at the same time im sorry.you really made me angry ok.sommore letf me alone to go home myself.not scary what.you can still ask your junior to ask if im angry.duh i was.you really ruined my whole day lah.
4th august 2006;friday
mummy b'day lah.hahah.my mum weird ok.have 2 b'day.no fair.ahha.well i helped amanda photocopy scores.im nice ok.well chinese class was boring lah.haa.well had band then went off to the bishan concert thingy.saw rachel!!!saw hazel too.haha.well reach home about 11+.haha.the thingy so cute lah.haha.then cousin slept over
5th august 2006;saturday
well had tuition in the morning as always.haha.well still my mummy's birthday.haha.then went to grams house eat.then went off back home.to meet siti.well met her and went to my hairdresser to cut her hair.haha.well then went off to westmall kfc to buy food.haha.then went her house.till 7+ i went back home.haha.scary ok.hahaha.i got throat pain now.ahha.ate too much chocs i guess.haha.

2006-07-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

28th july;friday.
well beginning of the day was assmebley like always.well prefects were like walking here and there.well the small prefect so dumb ok.keep making me pull up socks.wahlao so high already lah.haha.haiyo.hha.well math was our first lesson of the day.well it was fun i guess.because we did graph!!haha.i love it ok.so fun to do lah.haha.then it was english.well we wet through test paper.i pass!!haha.well mrs kwok came in late.really late.haha.well then was recess.well had mwackz gang meeting.well we didnt get the chances to like settle things out.haha.well had p.e after that.well i didnt ate much for recess so i dont care.well ran 2 rounds.and played tennis after that.well i sweat rather alot manz.hahha.well was funny lah because i serve anyhow.then aly say i ran like a crab?hahaha.wahlao not mean lah.hahha.well.then after tennis we put back stuff.well went buy drink,then went back to class for mt.haiyo.mt class can die ok.we had a test which was so stupid lah because i dont know how to read it.its chinese what ya expect.haha.then it was lite.i acted at juliet.haha.saying so chim words.ahha.aly was and is my romeo.hahaha.atfer lite was suppose to be assembley or chapel.but got free period instead.haha.rocks on my socks.haha.well after that school end.ahaha.well suppose to go for band photo taking but was cancel.hhahaha.omg lah.i keep going church office with aly.up and down the stairs.sommore my best friend just arrive.haha.well drank green tea i think.well went up to band with tessa.then had band lah.haha.well was ok lah.then so funny so cold.haha.keep laughing.then keep having breaks.haha.well after band went to eat dinner.on the way saw aunty and bf,haha.then we went to eat at food culture.CHICKEN RICE!!BUBBLE TEA!!.haha.well reach home eat chicken rice again.tammy nice granny ok.bought me food.hahaha.nice nice.hha.

2006-07-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

well didnt went to blog about yesterday.haha.well ive not been like going online and stuff because im STUDYING!!.believe it or not.haha.well exams are like rather near i guess.so need to buck up or else i retained or smth which i dont want lah.haah.well today
wednesday;26th july2006.
well it started off great i guess.i mean in the morning.well on the way to school.me and shareena passed by some houses.then got stupid dog barked like so loud.it scared me and her like shit lah.then both of us ran like chickens.haha.then it was rather dark ok.so we walked faster.haha.then reached school,went up the stairs.it was dark ok.she keep scaring me lah.haha.asshole lor.hah.then she scream suddenly.so i scream and ran up to class.haah.so funny lah she.ahha.then its like i wanted to do homework.but couldnt lah.haha.well after that went down with the rest because we had mwackz gang meeting which didnt happened because chyna had piano exam so didnt come to school.haha.lucks to her lah.well when i saw you bitch.i felt like slapping you as hard as ever.but too bad i cant because you'll just bloody fucking complain to the rest that i slapped you.and give people the bloody innocene face.wanna take pity from people.whatever to bitch,ive got nothing more to say.well then had assembely.aah..well after that,went back to class.had contact time.but miss ng came in the wrong time again.ahha.then about 5 mins to class end mrs kwok came in.haiyo she come in not late what.haha.then she left miss ng came in.haiyi i got scolded today for not bringing my science file.oh oh oh!!.then mozi slapped me.today.without a freaking reasons.so loud lah.feel like scolding her lah.my ma dont slapped me she wants to slapped.ahaha.asshole.then after science.we had recess.didnt ate much lah.was on a diet.lose weight!!haha.eh wait i ate alot.opps sorry lah.haha.then went back for art.haiyo art so irri lah.my vase so ugly.haha.then ate in clas as usual.then we came up for english late lah.haiyo,3 periods sommore.haha.then after english was like math,so boring lah.after maths me and aly went down to canteen and eat.she ate alot lah please.haha i tied my hair!!haha.me and my PLzx.haha.are pig.ahha.well gab was like so moody today lah.haiyo ok.feel like throwing her in the river ok.haha.well now home.bored.haha.well im like so sleepy.yawn.aah.

2006-07-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

24th july,monday.5:39p.m.
hahaha.haiyo like writting story like that.haha.well today we had devotion as per normal.hhaha.well i think that the person i love the most to do devotion is our vp.haha.her devotions really has alot of meaning to it.haha i really enjoy it alot i mean.haha.well after devotion we had singspiration as pernormal.haha.well aly was on stage!!wohoo way the go PLZX.hahah.well i love today singing.haa..nice job babe.haha.well after that we suppose to have lite then miss ng came so it was like kinda surprising.haha.well actually she went to the wrong class.hahaah.then mr lim came.then after that was wangy class.omg she thinks im nto paying attention.wth for your info wangy i was.i was like the only people ansing all her questions.haha,then we had recess.haha.haiyo recess ar.so messy lah tables.all around and everywhere.aha.then we had to sit on benches.haha.then went up to class for science.haha.then i pass my paper.phew thank god lah.haha.i love physics.haha.well i didnt study anyway.ahha.haiyo gab got higher than me.haha.wth lah.nevermind i shall study harder.haha.well then had english.well was talking about the debate we're having soon.haha.then after english was sticking maths.omg i really had it with my class.i want to study,they keep making so much noise.i guess mr tan really gave up on us.then was lunch and its like.i was trying to bloody study but cant.then had our comment test.ih sommore.haha.well then i was doing the paper any old how.ahha.well then right mr tan keep talking to me.mr tan its a test no talking lah.haha.well went back home straight atfer paper.went home with you.well stupid lah had a lizard infront and i scream like shit ok.haha.eeyer i know you're scared of it i am too.haha.well went on the bus.omg so ass ok.2 boys were like throwing paper to me.then so irri lah.then keep asking me for my hp no.i told them im poor no hp.then say to them my ma say no talking to strangers.haha.so mean lah.well they keep irritating me.and you sit beside me laughing your bloody ass off.haha.well then quickly went down and went off the bus.to those boys im not cute ok.kiss my ass please.haha.eeyer.well ate my 2 bbq bao.haha.drank my bandung now drinking my apple juice+ aloe vera.haha.nice nice.going tuition later.haha.

2006-07-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

argh stupid cheryl.dont know where she poof off to.ahha.haiyo im lazy to get my ass off the chair to go her house.nevermind im gonna upload some nice nice pics.haha.omg where's mummy and dad.faster come home.i want to eat!!haha.i hear my tummy sound so angry.sorry tummy.haha.lame lah.going to play badminton later i guess.haha.

2006-07-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

ok today sunday.haha.well i woke up at about 11 sharp.haha.not bad what.well woke up and brush teeth and ate my famous amous.hahaha.then ate mummy cooking.well im rather sleepy now.slept at about 1+ yesterday.gonna meet cheryl later on.haah.gosh i need to study my ih.tml have ct.haha.i need to pass!!hha.
baby i dont want you to go,
its like everytime i see you,
the more i want to spent the night with you.
people have their ups and down,
probably this is ours.
im sorry if i got you to any shits lately,
im sorry to piss you off the other day.
i didnt meant to hurt you.
i know that question was a
big hit to you.
im truly am sorry..
i really love you alot.

2006-07-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

ok well ytd was speechday well im in deep shit nowadays.i lost someone ytd.it made me pretty upset.well stupid lah.speechday was hell boring.i was sleeping for some times.aha.well had tuition just now.was rather boring and tired.well speechday was funny when we were all singing.i mean like i accidentally sang in a high pitch.ahhaa.funny ok.ahha.me and tammy keep laughing till cant take it.hahaha.lame lah.then its like laugh till alot of people were thinking we were kuku.haha.then on thursday,we had like racial harmony.well i wore traditional clothes.omg lah so funny ok.i had to put lotsa plasters after wearing my mum's shoes.eeeyer lah.pain now ok.haha.well alot of things been happening now.im really in serious thinking.gosh.i really need to jump off the building now lah.die die die.argh...

2006-07-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

wahliao.haha.i woke up at 4:07 pm today.haha.from yesterday till today.wow not bad what me.ahha.pig..haha.well woke up and got ready to go buy stupid school shoes.haha.kappa.heavy man.hahaha.well tml got school.yeah.but got stupid science ct lah.ahha.omg eating my ice cream which seems like milkshake now.haha.nice nice.ahhaa.

2006-07-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

omg i hate this comp ok.so irri lah.ive actually type alot of stuff then it just shut down.wth lah.hha.well i dont bother typing again.ahha.ive uploaded some pics.lets see.ahha.

gab side view;laoya pok pok.

me and aly in out classroom..

my school bag.

me aly and siti.

ok im lazy to upload pics.ahha.

2006-07-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

13th july;thursday
well today haha.so long never blog actually.so i kinda missed alot of stuff that happened during school.but i love taking pics ok.well took pics with people but apparently i forgot to upload it well actually is lazy lah.ahha.well had band today.had ms in the morning and i hate it alot ok.well got scolded for my hair lah.fuck aint it.anyway.haha got english class well it was boring.had maths it was boring as well.everything so boring except for ih because made fun of miss wangy.haha.well recess didnt ate much.and i regret it alot ok.well anyway.had mt.omg that one ar.wahlao.help miss tay to carry stuff and put back all the remote control because played game with it.omg so nice but yet she treat me damn what lah.freakasss.haha.then in band we ahd sectionals haha.then miss tay came in and scolded everyone in my section because of our fucking hair.whats her prob man.then stupid gab thought i didnt wanna go home with her.then she left without me.fuck right.anyway on the way also meet her.haha.wohoo cassandra here at my house.haha.going school with me lah.

2006-07-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

09th of july;sunday.
omg!! ytd was so fun ok.haha.well went to cck mrt meet tammy to go school tgt.haha.while on the train we met valerie.haha.ok then its like all 3 went school tgt.then reach school,saw people.omg i love tessa and mai's tie ok.its lime green.ahha.well ask nic to help me tie my tie.haha.well then all of us went up.tammy tie so funny lah.so hualala.haha.so much of flowers.ahha.well then set instruments and had to hurry fall in outside.haha.omg lah so warm can.then check attire and all.then yamuna.ask me to either cut or tie my hair.wth lah.im so not gonna go that.then fall out lah after putting all the so called accessories.haha.nice ok.haha.so shiny lah.haha.well then sat in band room,played through the songs.and then went down with instruments.omg there ar so swayed lah.my instrument case scratch me i mean my hand lah.so long the cut but nvm its ok.ahha.then we had to fall in to check attire again.haha.then fall out and went in the bus.haha.so tired in the bus.then reach there.then we made rather alot of noise lah.haha.then had to walk.and blah blah blah.haha.ok performance starts.omg nice ok.haha.i mean all of it.haha.we played well ok.haha.then after that went to meet mama.then saw sis.ask her come along.she took my food.saw marg lenus rachel shuwen karmun gaya.!!haha.omg hugged alot of people.haha.and then she saw her old sec friends.which are my senior.went to meet jerri and the others.haha.well had fun there.haha.well sis went off.played with tammy.cheryl pulled my hair and tie.haha.asshole ok.haha.then well raining here and there.ahha.then me and tammy messed each other hair.gab messed my hair the worst ok.haha.dont hair fly here and there want.ahha.then we didnt won the most grovyies award but nvm we had fun.haha.then whalao tammy piggy bag me so scary lah please.ahha.then all packed up after having time for ourselves and pics.well all went back to take bus.sat in the bus so tired can.ahah.horn section was like the most high ppl.haha.sing here and there.then got rap sommore.ahha.funny lah.ilovethem alot ok.haha.then reach school.went band room.omg the corridors are like super dark.scared ok.haa.wanted to like just cry.but haiya too many people.haha.then wait for the rest.then talk talk talk.haha.then dismissed.change to my skirt adn went off to dinner with gab.haha.well we went westmall to eat mcs.omg saw my friends.ahha.anyway.after all that went home because she needs to.then well we saw a big fat rat.omg so eww ok.ahah.anyway i sent her off then took cab home.well italy won france.haha.late updating lah.haha.well slept for a couple of hours only
100706:monday.
well today woke up and felt body aching alot.well was raining damn heavily so deceided to take mrt.haiyo i regret ok.well it keeps us from the rain but it took a longer time to reach school.haha.well school tired like shit.cant open my eyes.eyes were bloody swollen like that.ahha.ok lessons went as normal.well i dont like cold weather can make me sick.had ct today gosh lah.i dont know how to do ok.ahha.well then went home.now going tuition soon.haiyo so many things on my mind.

the more i see you,
the more i love you.
the time where we just
sit and laugh or cry,
was very meaningful to me.
well people say it takes time to forget
someone they love so dear.
but i guess it takes longer then expected.
i really love you.
waiting for you,
isnt such a waste i guess.
but i know i wont stand a chance
beacause that chance of mine had sliped away
just because of one stupid incident.
ive got you into more
trouble then you could ever get.
im sorry for that.
i didnt meant for you to get in
this shits.
each moment we spent together.
i wish it didnt end.
the love for you deepens
as it goes along.
how long more must i keep this
feelings for you to myself,
not letting anyone asking me to change target.
not letting anyone asking me to forget you.
i really love you but i cant have you

2006-07-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

ok ytd.haha.08th of july;saturday.
mummy she fat pig lah.haha.well beginning of the day, i went to tuition.wow atfer a month or so of not tuitioning lah.finally refreshed my mind.haha.well after maths was a break.and then it was english.and we all ate all miss j sweets.haha.3 boxes of them.haha.pig lah we all.ahha.gosh my partner didnt come ok.haha.so saddening.haha.then went home.went grams house actually.well fall sleep after eating.haha.mummy went home without me ok.hhaha.then woke up by baby cousin tickling me.haha.so cute lah.went home.got some homeworks done.then during dinner i skip it.well mum sat on my hp and didnt felt it at all.haha.omg lah so hot ok.
today!!09th of july!!.sunday.
well today got performance!!.haha.shuwen ar.msg me so early in the morning.haha.thanks anyway.haha.i find my tie retarted ok.haha.pinkish purple.eyer.ahha.well meeting tammy soon.haha.

2006-07-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

well went school in the morning duh.haha.then went to my level and got a shock because it was so dark ok.i was scared like shit.gab dared me to like go walk through the dark way alone.no way can.haha.then i took my tumb thingy.then stand at the toilet there because so many lights.ahha.then went in and out.then finally class open.i ran there ok.haha.so scared lah please.hah.then gave gab letter.haa.anyway.irritating perfects lah.keep on asking me pull up socks.hello its high le.what more you want.then ear sticks.gosh lah.shut up can.well then it was ok.the perfects actually quite nice lah.ahah.anyway went back to class.well had maths at first,did some questions and bell rang.it was english mrs kowk didnt came.but we had to do work.haha.well then it was recess.i saw gab and all.well went down with chyna to meet the rest.ahha.well i love mwackz gang.we had our recess tgt ok.haha.well except aly lah.then after that all 6 of us went up tgt.haha.so funny.hand interlog tgt.walk around.went up class got my demerit point letter.3 sommore.haha.ok then lucky didnt had to go detension lah.anyway.it was pe but mr lim didnt came.aah.thank god lah.i was using shu shu pe shirt lah.haha.well then free period.haha.then so noisy can.ahha.well then had like mt and omg lao shi didnt wanna come to our class to teach.wtf lah.anyway i like the new teacher.she nice.ahha.then school ends.haha.ok then went to canteen with gab.well it was so swayded.she sat with shalini and all leave me alone.haha.no lah.anyway i had to do punishment.drop mouthpieces.ahha.wohoo.haha..way the go nad.haha.lame.then haiyo everyone heard it ok.so sway lah please.haha.anyway went up band room with tessa they all then on the way with gab.haha.she got chicken little dolly.ahah.omg so retarted i dont like it.it sang the we are the champion song ok.eeyer.haha.anyway had to play songs.and we did actions.ahha.so funny lah.keep tieing hair.so funny.hha.anyway band ended later then what i expected.omg can.haha.gab show attitude to me sommore.think i scared her ar.hha.no way can.ahha.then no need to do the sec2s punishment liao.haha.thank god ok.ill just die.haha.then waited for cab for gab.ahha.haiyo aunty cut quee want.ahha.then she went off.haha.then me and tammy went lot 1.haha.so funny saw lotsa "people"haha.then went to buy sweet talk.haha.then went home.haha.so scary lah.my house is rather deserted actually.yeah gab you're right.aha.

2006-07-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

thursday;20060706
omg today.bad bad bad day ok.i hate it lah.well in the morning i did PMS on some people.and im very sorry about that.i didnt meant to be pissed off.actually its not some people but that someone.and i hope im forgiven for that foolish act of mine.im seriously am stressed up with homeworks.ok then we had ms in the hall.omg lah i was so scared like shit ok.because it was so dark.then cant overcome it yet.hha.anyway we had ms then english encounter.ahha.then went back class for ih.well ih we have like 7 i repeat 7 reflection to actually do.ahha.wth lah.pass up tml somemore.haha.ok then had recess.then vera baked cake but turn out brownie then ate it while on the way down.then stupid perfect was like booking me and aly for eating.wth lah.then her friend rocks can.because im not eating in class lah.hello.i think your like taking your job to seriously lah.bitch ok.then went down.didnt felt like eating ok.well its been days since ive ate in school.ok then went up for lessons.then during english we were all quiet.paying close attention ok.haha.then it like in the morning i mean some of us wrote letter to mrs kwok.aha.ok shant say le.so paiseh.haha.ok then maths was so shocking lah.my homeworks i got full marks.then the test i got like 14 over 18.haha.wow maybe i really did pay attention to mr tan lessons.haha.then we had mt.omg lah.i didnt do homework so had to stand up.aha.well stand up for like 1 hr.haha.well then finsih school.met gab and went down canteen.then she and the rest sat with shu.while me chyna do homework and chloe stonning.ahha.then had band.well sectionals today.was so funny lah.we played the piece "with heart and voice".so nice nice.its working out well.haha.then cornets played loud and so cute lah.ahha.ok then packed up.omg atalia fall down dont know when then got scars.haha.so scary.the medicine purple colour.hha.then after everything we did band cheer!!haha.nice lah.but sec 1s werent actually doing it.haha.ok then all sec 2s had to fall in outside.and got punishment for not doin duty.but sorry lor we did.ok whatever lah.then me and some others.didnt do properly so had to be pulled out.then next week need to do 6mins!fuck ok.then went home with gab.sent me home.then reach home.waited for her cab.then went home.ate noodles.nice nice.for dinner lah.then drinking apple juice.haha.well need to do homework soon.aha.tml pe!.haha.

2006-07-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

days pass and ive not been blogging much.well tuesday;4th july 2006. which was yesterday.anyway we had prodots lah.then the whole group was doing nothing but talking craps.minding their own things.ahha.then also had ih well didnt pay attention lah.then had dots!! so funny ok we watch the video well about sex and all lah.haha.well got some more things but dont bother.ok then after prodots went band as usual.well it was fun ok.ahha.i had fun lifting my horn up.haha.although heavy i dont care i moved tgt with the music and that whats count.haha.well we blust!! HORN SECTION WE ROCKS!!.ahha.not ego what.ahah.well then after band went home but actually didnt lah.went lot 1 with my friend.then so funny i dragged my friend all around.and its like i actually dragged her to my blk to wait for me because i wanted to put my bag and we were suppose to eat dinner but we didnt.she went church so late lah please.she had to go chruch like 7:30 but in the end,end up going like 9:25?haha.so poor thing.so took cab.and reach there about 10:05 then 2 mins later went home.hahaha.cool day yesterday.haha.

5th july 2006;wednesday.
today.ahha.well had art which was funny lah.we had to draw a leave.ahha.so fun ok.haha.anyway we were trying to follow mrs low actions and all she talk so lady like lah.haha.the slang.haa.then before that we had recess.ok then before recess we had like science and we were suppose to have test but dont have lah.happy ok.haha.well then art lah.haha.well mrs low had to leave early so mdm yow or whatever her name is took over our class then she had to leave too.so we have the whole art room to ourselves.haha.well then english we were late because we were delaying the time we had.haha.well then so bad lah we made mrs kwok wait for us.then she was pissed at our class ok.she walked out of our class.i felt so bad lah.even though i didnt do anything.well then i broke my hairband so swayded ok.haha.well then its like i felt like saying to mrs kwok sorry.on behalf of the class.ok then mr tan came late.then half an hour later we had to do our biomatrics.the both my tumb cant woke.haha.im a dead person.no finger prints.haha.

2006-07-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

wow today i like didnt go out at all lah.well ive only did a thing and its to sleep.haha.well i was a good girl to do housework today.haha.well slept alot.and eat alot too.haha.nowhere to go tml.well even if there was,i didnt have the mood to.slept rather late ytd.so sad lah im really broke now.haha.

someone please help me.
shot me in the head anyone please.
i dont care who you are,
please do me a favour to do that
and your forgiven by that.
i dont know whats happening in my life right now
but i know it sucks.
everything is no fun anymore,
everything is happening too fast for me.
how i wish things would stop for awhile
and wait for me
but i know that wont happened.
i dont have such powers to do that.
even if i have,
im no god or queen for time to wait for me.
if only i had the power to.
i want things to go my way
but it didnt.
i feel like you guys dont give a shit about me already
you dont ask about my daily life
like you used to.
i sometime feel like asking you both to shut up
but its rude and its unlike me
how am i suppose to listen to you two
if you two dont give me a chance
to say what i want.
im being to cramped inside this shell of mine.
mum dont you realise that
im not myself this days?
im always trying to put my best for
everything i do for you
but it seems like you dont apperciate it.
what am i suppose to do mum?
your always saying the same old shit
always comparing with others?
im not like them lah.
i have enough of problems in my head
here you come giving me more.
how long will i take this?
i dont know myself.
i really wish someone would be kind enough to
either take me away
or shot me in the head.
ive my limite to things.
and now i guess my limite is up.
just like everything was just
going fine for me,
you have to ruined it.
why?
told me to turn str.
and i did.
everything is taken away from me now.
its like slipping away from my hands.
ive lost like everyone.
especially you.
even though we're still friends.
i know its not the same.
the feeling or being friends
with you is different.
and i dont want that.
i feel like sitting by the window
and cry all i want.
let all of it out.

p:s iloveyou

2006-07-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

so long never blog lah.haha.ok then
monday
well was the first day of school lah.haha.well was like fun i guess.then actually suppose to have common test but didnt because some classes didnt know about it.haha.ok cool what.so went mc to eat and went home.haha.then went tuition.wahlao since ive not done my chinese hw i do it lah.haha.
tuesday.
well got band lah.didnt happened much.had chinese.well all timetable change what.so its like some days i just hate it lah.well then practise for the cluster arts the next day.
wednesday
had cluster arts.a rushing day i suppose.haha.well then end rather late lah but cant do anything about it.haah.then well i forgot what happened next lah.but i find the cluster arts performance was a really disappointment.i didnt put in my best.the band standard drop alot.im upset about myself actually.
thursday
well no band!.ha.so was bored ok.then then had mt lah.didnt pass up my hws.haha.well had ms.haha.find it funny ok.haha.then went for tuition.went home rather late i guess.
friday
had assembely.was talking about discipline adn stuff.had band.then reach home rather late because went to eat dinner with tammy.it was aly b'day and i forgot to bring her present.opps sorry.haha.then mama scolded me because i didnt call her to inform her about me going dinner.ok fine.haha
saturday
had church in the morning just now.then went aunt house.thne fall asleep.then
went out eat dinner.

life now seems simple to me.ive not been talking to some people lah.ive been wanting to change and i hope i made the right choice.ive not been thinking about my decision.time is going too fast when you want them to slow down and they keep slowing down everytime you want them to go.i dont know what crap im talking anyway.god lah.wake me up before i fall.

2006-06-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

wow today.haha.last day of holis.argh...woke up early about 11+.because mum told me to wash dishes.haha.well then someone disturb my time of doing housework lah.irritating person.ok then went to bathe and went out.went to buy the bag i wanted.haha.then went to ntuc.bought stuff.then went home.cousins came.adn it was so noisy ok.well we went to sunshine place to eat.haha.nice nice.haha.then i was challenging my baby cousin in running.wah run run run then i got tired.cant even like walk.haha.then went back home.then aunt was there,then went in my room.well trying to do hw.haha.but so sad i cant.haha.well school starting in how many hrs time.i cant wait.but on 2nd though i dont feel like going.

2006-06-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

well woke up at 250+ in the morning,was having cramps.then had to drink like milo to make it feel better.haha.ok then slept till about 10+.then played comp awhile.ohoh today aly's party.haha.sorry didnt come.not feeling that well.then well had lunch at lot 1 with aunt and cousin.well aunty was scolding alot of words out because she was pissed with 2 chinese nerdy girls.not bad what her.well then walked around.saw the bag i wanted.haha.then went over her house,and printed my homeworks.well the printed ran out of ink so didnt bother to fix in the new one.then well i talked on the phone for awhile.well was waiting for mum actually.she wanted to bring me out.then aunt went down cut hair with her children.well suppose to meet cheryl but didnt receive any calls.so wasnt my luck i guess.reach home about 9+.well on the way heard the fireworks at lot 1.haha.very loud.then reached home asked mum why didnt she come.she said she forgot.fuck ok.im like waiting for her for like god knows how many hours.how dare she said she forget?i was crying in my room.feels so useless being in this family.miranti you bitch.how could you treat me that way.saying me those things.do you ever realise how much i really truly care for you?you're so self centered.do you like even realise when you were sick that day,didnt you sense how much i really was there for you?your bf wasnt there to help you,but i was.im so disappointed by you mummy.

2006-06-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

wahlao today is so sian ok.well went to school.for band.then before that,i woke up like about 9+?so early.i went to eat mummy chicken rice.haha.she open my room big big.then made me wake up by the chicken smeelll..which is super nice.then woke up and ate it lah.well then, got ready and went to schoo.haha.was like feeling rather hungy still.then reach school,went to band room.then saw sexy ass lah.she follow me to toilet.ahha.she so mean lah.haha.then she said sahida aint coming was a lie but seriously she never come.haha.ok then we had to fall in outside.spot check.then yamunah was like good girl because i didnt put my 3rd ear hole.then its like went in band room.took instrument then went for sectionals.well nic teach elizabeth.then all 5 of us were practising!!.omg i love with heart and voice.then we keep over blasting i guess.then at 3 juniors went home.we had combined.well only horn sections lah.then played till 4:50 i think went back to pack.then mr tan asked us to stop packing and go band room.then talk to us.and we were dissmissed.haha.ok went home.now bored.ate chicken rice again.talked to shu just now.

2006-06-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

omg school gonna open damn soon.not yet actually done my homeworks.haha.well been too busy with other stuff.haha.well woke up at 8+ am in the morning because mum woke me up.she asked me to go for my religious class.well went there.friends were like"why the hell your face damn black?"me "i just fucking woke up by my mum lah"its freaking early lah.she siao ok.well reach home now.i need to do homework lah!!.haha.aly party is just afew days away.well ive not been sleeping this days.its like im freaking tired but i just cant sleep.dont know whats my prob anyway.haha.well im crapping now actually.

2006-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

well had band today.ahha.then had the exchange programme with queenstown sec.omg was so fun ok.haha.found a guy actually cute.ahha.the drumer!!haha.then had like bonding with the other school.haha.then well went home.ohoh ytd i had to go dental checked up.stupid doctor.wanna ask me to pluck out teeth.ahah.ok im lazy to blog now.haha.

2006-06-18T17:02:00.000+08:00

wohoo today is father's day.ahha.well i told dad that already.haha.well today the weather dosent looks nice.haha.well its rather dark and scary man.haha.ok well woke up at 8+ today.aunty came by to meet mum and they went to a wedding.haha.cool lah.then i fall sleep till 12+?haha.rather late what.heard my sis adn bro laughing about stuff.haha.so woke up.wth.make me wake up from my beauty sleep.haah.then went out of room to eat.haiya i ate the food my sis cooked because i was giving her face.haha.actually the food she cooked not bad lah.haha.ok then help do the housework with her.hha.see im nice ok.haha.then then ate my famous amos cookies till finish.haha.pig lah me.haha.ok then watch mtv.be my own.omg was laughing like a mad women.ahaha.so funny lah.ok ok then ate fruits!wow im gonna be healthy.haha.ok well now everyone is out.left me and dad.sitting at home.watching lord of the rings!haha.love the show ok.haha.ok well school starting anyway.i suddenly feel like i dont want school.because of the homeworks lah.haha.well today is the 18th.haha.my sis and her bf anni.the 7th mth.wow not bad what.haha.then its also cheryl and hmm hmm.haha.gosh actually i ironed my shirt ok.then wanna go grams house but see lah if it doesnt rain.i shall go.ahha.

2006-06-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

saturday saturday saturday!!haha.
well woke up very early by siti's sms.haha.wth?then cant sleep already.went out of room saw my aunty.haha.she cnt see that it was me.she thought it was my sis.haha.then then got ready to go meet siti.well i was late ofcourse.haha.then met her she was wearing blue?haa.that girl is always blue.haah.then we head off to science center...then reach there was hell packed ok.ohoh.in the bus.was pissed ok.stupid aunty was standing then step on my shoe!!.wth wth?argh..idiot.haha.then the science center got the so called swimming pool.wanted to jumped in lah.but i dont wanna embarrassed siti or myself so i tahan to myself.aha.then went in.haha.so funny inside ok.we saw albert.haha.then touch his hand.so scary ok.haha.then walk walk alot.so tiring.looking for the dinosures or whatever you spell it.ahha.then we went to the human body place.omg!!im so laughing my ass off ok.hahaha.so funny the video.ahhahahhahha.omg i cnat stop laughing from just now ok.then we were tired.ahaha.then we set off to the bus stop to go town.haha.went town smelled the yummy smell of famous amos.haha.so tempting lah!!then went to buy i bought like err.250 grams/haha.not alot what.haha.well now its in the refrigerator lah.haha.then then went by err burger kings then saw tammy ame their all.saw lotsa smss people ok.ahha.then then went to KFC to eat yum yum!!haha.then went back to burger kings talk to tammy.haha.well then walk around cine.i want dunks!!gosh i want to black one.ahha.so nice nice.haha.ok went out of cine to heeren.wanted to look for stuff.haha.then walk around was tired lah.then went back to cine because tammy wanted to meet me.so went there couldnt find her ok.she was looking for me at far east lah.haha.then went up acade saw karmun and some others.haha.then went home with siti.haha.we talk and talk.haha.so funny till i dropped my cookie ok.haha.then dropped at westmall lah.then waited for the bus.so scary lah.haha.old old people sat next to me.haha.then got on the bus was rather bored so took out the with heart and voice scores.haha.then was reading it lah.haha.now home .im bored.talking to people.haha.was high.ahha.

2006-06-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

friday friday friday.ahha..well woke up and got ready to meet siti.ahha.then she was late ok.i was so early.haha.then meet her then went to make her glasses.haha.today mahera outta town.haha.so sad lah.no eating partner.ok so after that.realise my eyes degree are so little.ahha.no wonder i can see.haha..then went to school.ahha.went to buy greeen tea then sit and talk.ahha.then aly came with teranna they all.well then saw gaya she knows i perm hair but cant see the diff?haha.well then siti and aly sent me up to band room because im scared to go up alone.haha.then siti went to class aly sent me up.haha.so nice of her.ahha.then went up and saw atalia and lizzie.then went to help atalia set up her instrument.then was outside looking at the GB and BB people doing dont know what lah.ahha.but nice nice.haha.then we all went to sectionals.thought sahida werent coming but she did.ahha.wohoo.haa.then sectionals were tiring but we made it through.keep going toilet.ahha.then sahida went back home because it was 3.haha.then we talk about section outing.then we played with heart and voice.haa then mr tan came and told us what to work on for with heart and voice.haha.then went back band room.pack up then we back to sit and listen to what mr tan has to say.haha.then went home.oh oh when we had to fall in outside band room at 1.they did a spot check.then i had to cut nails.haha.suppose to take out ear stut.but it was just pierce.haha.then ok went home with tammy.went to lot 1 then went to eat mc.and saw ning.haiyo she so lian.haha.wnet to buy stuff.then went home.bored now.

2006-06-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

today today today!! ahha.well i went school,damn early wake up ok.haha.well didnt wanna be late for prodots meeting.was there rather early ok.ahha.then waited in the canteen for the rest of them.well aly came.and so we waited.ok.then they didnt turn up.so pissing ok.then we saw mahera jiee.because i asked her to come school find me.haha.she so nice to me.haha.well then 3 of us were very very very hungry so we went to serene center mcs lah.aha.well i ate my fav hotcakes!!haha.then after eating we went up to the toy shop were looking at the toys lah duh.haha.well then went to buy chocolates!!wohoo...then went back school.pluck afew leaves.haha.my friend what.haha.then while we were on the way back or something saw dogs and me and mahera screamed like shit ok.ahha.then i said sorry to the man.haha.then i accidentelly drop my leave friend so sad lah.probably it turned brown by now.haha.then reach school,was rather bored so we took our bags and went to the library for like 20 mins?haha on the way saw my section and flute having their breaks..well was writting stuff so didnt mind.ahah.then went down back and aly and mahera send me to the band room hoping to see tammy but we didnt on the way up saw mr lim.he so funny ok.say my hair just wake up like that. i set up my instrument and went meet aly and mahera outside.ahah.then saw tammy and she gabe aly back aly stuff.ahha.then we all went in band room.then we need to fall in outside.wth?so scary lah.then went in back.had practise!! omg omg omg!! i love WITH HEART ADN VOICE!! IT ROCKS OK!!! haha.after band me and tammy went home together.ahha.then we went to take the bus from corro.then took 67 to lot 1,haha.we went to eat mc.haha.then we went to buy bubble tea.haha.nice nice.then we went walk walk around and saw gilsonchai!! haiyo still act blur with me,then me and tammy wanna buy baby clothes ok! we find them cute lah.ahha.will buy them soon.then was tired so went home.well sat down and waited for my bus with tammy.well bus arrives rather early.ahha.then went off.said bye to her.ahha.now im home.just finish bathing lah.ahha.well alot of people say my hair no diff so mean lah.

2006-06-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

wah im back home.hha.ok well just now went to bathe and went to grams house to eat.well i ate her curry chicken or something and it was so spicy hot hot hot haha.then drank my fav drink polka green tea.ahha,wohoo.that drink rocks for life.ok then my baby bro was eating chicken so cute lah.ahha.oh oh i forgot just now in school while aly was talking to cheryl.me and ly was drawing and i wanted to kill her because she killed my stick man with a skinny carrot.haha.so cute ok our drawing.ahha.then i drew a fat fat cat.ahha.so funny.but cute ok.oh ok.then saw dad at the coffee shop with his friend.hah.drinking.wth?haha.then bougth food.then we bought the indian rojak.ahha.dont know how to spell.haha.then home.eat and eat.then mummy was watching wrestling.wth?old people still watch.haha.then watch the korean show.hha.gosh im having tummy aches..haha.haiyo serve me right eat and eat lah.

2006-06-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

wow suddenly so awake just woke up from my short nap.haha.well went to school in the morning just now.haha.well then i was waiting for aly.she was late.then she came.ahah.well before that was sitting with LY and CHERYL.haha.well all was like what did you do to your hair lah.haha.haiyo.cant see issit?i perm it.haa.then went to fetch aly outside school.then waited for siti.then wait and wait till cheryl and ly went home ok.so we waited and we got hungry.so we went to mcs.then we ate double cheese burger?haha.wohoo.love that ok.haha.anyway went back school.scared shes there.but she wasnt.so saw shareena.and went back with her instead?ahha.then we talk and talk non stop ok.haha.then change bus and she drop first.haha.well then reach home and sleep.then woke up by siti's call.then talk and talk.then now online.haha.

ive been thinking about
wether i should forget about you
as you asked me to.
but the more i think about it,
the more i love you.
why is this happening to me?
you told me to forget everything
we ever gone through.
how could that be possible?
the times when we cried for days
for the troubles we're in.
i know you still do care for me
i can feel it.
but your always denying it
if you love me,
why did you left me?
why do you always lie to me about how
you felt for me?
baby i really need you now,
and i bet you know it.
coz i know you need me too.
my love for you
have not fade away since
the day you left me.
i need you to be
beside me now.

2006-06-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg i forgot to blog about that on last saturday went to my cousin graduation thingy.so retarted.haha.oh oh woke up at 9am.so early right.well was rather hungy thats why woke up.haha.then went to grams house to eat.then bathe at there again not retarted what me.haah.anyway.went to school.haha.saw atalia they all.then saw nic and went up to band room with her.then wahlao the weather was freaking warm ok.even the aircon was so warm lah.then because i got new hairstyle then everyone was like nadirah!! what you do to your hair.ahha.i was laughing none stop.then told them lah.god lah.my hair kinda looks like tammy's hair.ahha.gosh my ear hurts like what like that.haha.ok ok then went for band right went to collect band tee. omg chang yanli you so lousy ok.you dont even watch you think you can dance the show.wth?haha.been sayin to her shes lousy.haha.then collect a size s.haha.its still big but who cares anw.ahha.then played songs and all.gab thought i didnt perm my hair.wth.haha.then so tired ok.keep scartching my legs and all.so itchy.freaking mosqitoes..!!die die die lah.haha.then went home.then atalia drop stand.then i and her do punishment.haha.wahlao see i so good heart ok.ahha.then so tiring.that kayminn stand beside me then do with me because i dont know how to do?haha.stupid me.haha.sorry jannah cant go with you to acjc concert.and atalia sorry too cant go to your bro chalet thingy.ahha.sorry.all last mins cant go want.then went down then went toilet then stupid people off lights.and i screamed like shit ok.haha.then went grams house.so funny ok. was eating then my bro jumped on me.oh oh.my uncle leaving s'pore to hong kong this thursday.so sad lah.hope he go disney lang buy me stuff.haha.ok then well meeting people in school tommorrow to do homework with.ahha.

2006-06-12T18:39:00.001+08:00

wohoo!! im back home!! i miss everything and everybody here!!haha.
well first day
090606
ok woke up late to go airport,haha.then booked another timing.haha.then well was sleeping because tired.ahha.then well when we reach indonesia i straight went to ask mum to go hotel.haha.well felt like i had that thingy.and to my surpirse i really did lah.wtf?haha.then in the hotel no that thingy so ask mum to go buy.haha.then atfer we all bathe and all went to my mum's aunty house.haha.went there to eat and all.haah.then on the way there.we saw my god sis who was suppose to pick me up.then we went to eat somewhere far away.then reach my mum's aunty then talk and all.haha.then went back hotel to sleep.wahlao aircon damn cold.haha.
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woke up rather early lah.then walk to aunties house.haha.well then went to buy pancakes.haha.then went aunt house eat breakfast and chit chat all the way.then went out.haha.then went salon to cut,reborn and perm my hair.haa.sat there for about 4 hrs+ wth.haha.butt sore ok.haha.,then talk to the hairdresser.haha.so fun talking to him lah.then the salon had about 2 blackout.so scary.wanted to cry.but paiseh lah.haha.then my god sis went back and come back to salon to fetch me home.well went to eat haha.then came back to her mum's house which is my mum's aunty house lah.well the house damn nice because its so long.haha.then come in and out of the different doors.haha.then went home rather late to sleep.
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ok wake up very early.haha.well like alwayz went to mum aunts house to eat breakfast.haha.then we see people and talk to them.god lah dont know what they talking lah.talk so fast.i was going huh all the way ok.haha.then went to pack food because we wanted to go to the beach.then before we go to the beach we went to see my house?haha.well wasnt that nice because its onli 1 storey wth?haha.the 2 storey one is still on constrution.haha.then after we see all we went to pluck coconut well was my mum's one .haha.drank the water.not me i guess because my jaw was in pain so didnt have the mood to eat.haha.then went to the beach then had nice time there.keep eating lah.haha.then saw lotsa dogs.ok.haha.then went back.went to salon after that to go buy hair cream.ahha.then went to get my 3rd ear hole.haha.then went back to eat again.ahha.watch tv till very late.haha.went to pack bag and all.
120606/today
wow i reach home le.haha.well didnt miss any flight i guess.haha.but woke up at 5 wth?haha.i mean indonesian time lah.well its an hour later than singapore.ahha.then left indonesia at 7:30 am.then reach singapore at 4+pm.haha.well suppose to go back tml but was tired lah.didnt want to sleep in band so went home today.haha.well heard alot of bad things happened while we were away.such as my mum's aunty that was in icu just passed away adn they buried her like ytd.omg.feel like bursting into tears even though i didnt like her.because she was the one who alwayz say about me i guess.haha.her mouth was the biggest among everyone i guess.sad to say she left without a word.well downloading homework.everyones going out of s'pore lah.then jerri coming back!! wohoo..miss her i guess.hhaa.

2006-06-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

2006-06-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning and went to bathe but in the toilet i felt like vomitting.wth lah.then went to school.wanted to meet aly but i thought i would be late so i didnt.haha.anw went school then saw eye candy.haha,ok.haha.then reach school.finding hi and low for my prodots members.then cant find them so went library.went to borrow books.then marina called me and i ans?haha.wth lah.then she said there aint any meeting today.wth?then went out of library.then went canteen saw karmun.haha.then margaret.haha.everyone loves tessa's eeyore!haha.then saw aly and ran to her.then we went to westmall to eat.and we ate at kfc.haha.eeyer the food are rather small.haha..then went to find chocolates.but were rather broke so didnt wanna buy.hha.then went to fetch gab.then she look as if she just got out of the shower.haha.then gab mum went to meet her.and i went buy sweets from shell.haha.then we all went school.then went for sectionals first then full band.during sectionals mrs kwok teach the horn section!!wohoo.haha.then we learn rather lotsa stuff.haha.full band mr tan conduct the songs we gonna perform.then went back home.omg it was raining ok.went to teck whye wanted to meet cheryl to pass her eeyore.then saw chloe anna then sent her off to her guitar class.then met cheryl in mcs.sat there eating ice cream.haha. was rather fun lah.then sent me off.then now home.the lock is open.

ive lost a friend today
a friend which i deared most.
a friend who knows my inside out
a friend who i share my emo n feelings with.
god i pray to you today.
to help me take care of that friend i lost today.
make her feel at ease when shes when shes in trouble
confort her with your loving hands when shes down.
god make her feel like shes the most special girl that she ever was.
i pray to you today to keep her in the most,
caring hands of yours.
please grand this prayier i pray to you.
thank you lord.

2006-06-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

wow i woke up like about 2?wth.haha.well woke up by jannah's call lah.haa.then woke up and bathe and ate chicken rice.dad bought.haha.then miranti call ask me to wait for the cab downstairs but mayb bcoz i was talking on the phone so didnt realise she called.haha.well then wanna sleep again lah.need to pass eeyore to cheryl!! haha.well today is a happy day for me.haha.eating chocolates now.haha.well i cant imagine tessa going today!! but thank god its night.haha.omg so sian lah.tml have band.need a hug from everyone!!haha.

2006-06-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

wah woke up at about 4+ am just to go toilet.i not bad what.haha.well then slept and woke up about 7:25 to go shower and go school.haha.well went to meet aly to go eat.we went to meet each other extra early so that we can go mcs adn eat and at the same time chit chat.haha..then we reach to serene mcs.sat down and i ate like hotcake meal.haha.was rather full by then.haha.then aly didnt eat lah.wanna feed her she dont want.ahha.see im nice but its you dont want ok.haha.then went to school for prodots.we were early ahah.for the first time!!ok.joce still never come.haiyo.haha.then we talk and talk and talk and it rained.haha.wth lah.so cold ok..then was hearing aly new nano.haa.then was walking around with it lah.freeezing cold!then went to follow aly to toilet she tie her hair.haa.so cute ok..got this small thingy..haha.sticking out..haa..then terana came with sarah.then sat with us then meeting over.but before that siti came.haha.then when meeting over.gab came.then its like everyone came lah.haha.then terana was drinking coffee and sarah push it and it spilled on my shirt.wth?haha.well its funny lah..not pissed but only pissed by the smell of coffee..haha..its so eww.then wet my uni because of the smell.haha.well went to band room.was rather wet there.haha.then band starts.and all blah blah blah.then finish band pract.well today we site read lotsa new songs.so nice nice ok..haha.was crazy over songs now.well then we're taking our band tee on like fri.wth?im leaving.at like about 7 in the morning.fuck lah.cant take the tee.haha.so sad lah.cheryl need to pass your little dolly.so must meet me before i go.haha.well then went home rather late.got little f off by gab.then went home saw.fren!! woho..i miss him lah..haha.well sat on the bus and took 1 round.then dropped down went buy food with him then he sent me home.haha.lucky we live like closed 2 each other blk face to face.haha.then now im bored.mama have been scoldin to pack bag.hha..well going out with shimin.haha.yeah!!

2006-06-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

haiyo mummy so scary now because sher was angry with miranti then she slammed the door.now in her room.so scary ok.haha.then scold me just coz i havent pack my bag..haiyo its like in afew more days time till im out of here.god lah.well been bored the whole day..went to watch X MEN III the movie damn nice to watch lah..haha.well elizabeth cant sleep over today.so sad lah..later no body to talk to..haha.well tml have band lah..haha.then before that have prodots..will be a busy day i gues..

2006-06-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

i've been wondering how come i've been waking up rather early this holis.its unexpectec of me to wake up early lah.haha.woke up then mum ask me to pack my bag.wth?haha.its not even thursday.i dont wanna go.its like we're going there to see the new house and relase stress.i dont even have stress lah.haha.well today elizabeth sleeping over.ahah..yeah!!i got someone to talk toi finally.haha.well fetching her later..now im rather bored..

2006-06-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

haiyoyo..i yesterday slept at about 2 am then woke up the next day at 7.not early what.today we have our family outing.haha. cool lah.woke up then was rather late to meet lizzie.haha..rush to meet her.then met her.she was wearing sleeveless and shorts.so cute.haha.then we rush to aunty house thinking it was late.haha.then reach and we found out that we were very early.haha.well we soon got down and everybody came and board the bus.haha.well then fetch my cousins.then reach changi.haha.we settled down..set the tents and all.then i was so hungry lah.cant tahan..went to look for food.haha.ate some food.haha.well then we played games like treasure hunts.then bingo.haha.then so cute lah.then keep eating non stop ok.haha.then i play this malya traditional game.non stop ok..me and lizzie wanted 2 deep in the sea.but nah dont want lah.then we set on the beach wanting the get dark but im too dark lah.she want to be so dark for what.haha.then we went home.on the way i actually wanted to pee.but didnt want to because of the not nice toilet.haha.then was eating non stop ok.then i realise that my cousin had braces on.haha.so funny.shinning man.haha.then everyone went to grams house rest then i was the first to dush to the toilet.haha.then after that went over to my place.bathe and all.then me n lizzie wanted to go over shu's house.buttt its toooo far..haha.then we went to chloe house instead.haha.then after that.went there sit and talk then sent lizzie home.while i walk to the other side of the bus stop with chloe to go home.reach home about 10:30.thank god lah.now everyone is sound asleep,and me..still here typing non stop.haha.

2006-06-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

woke up damn early today ok.haha.about 8 in the morning suppose to go school for filling but i didnt.then suppose to have prodots meeting but was cancelled.because too many people cant make it.fuck right?last mns.haha..then went grams house suppose to go out.but fall asleep.ahha.then woke up and still went out.haha.went giant to buy food for tml.ahaha.then reach home was rather bored lor.so cousin ask me to go out with her.went out then at the bus stop saw cheryl dad.haha.he didnt see me.ahha.then got this aunty at the bus stop damn scary ok.laught to herself.haha.so scary lah.then in the bus got 2 irri people ok.think they so big lah.maybe in size.haha.then went back home..now home is boring ok.haha.well just know that parents bought a house in indonesia and its 2 storey.haa..well guess thats the reasons they forcing me go back.haha.

2006-06-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

omg lah..just now woke up at 10+am then mama friend came over then i never wear bra went out.haha.then i bathe then i just wrap myself with towel and ran in my room.haha.then went school.took mrt.then the mrt tingy closed on me again but this time on the other side?wtfg?fuck lah.i was saying so much words out lah.then reach school like about 12+,damn early for band lah.wth?then talk to the drink stall aunty and uncle.haha.then went up to bandroom,then had sectionals.then some senior came in our classroom help us conduct.then finish band..haha.then went home.then freaking friends pinch my tummy then the pain hurts..wth?then went tuition tcher scolding me because of the hair.wtf?haha.well mum forcing me go back indonesia bought the tickets.wth?fuck i dont wanna go lah.

2006-06-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6:26 am today.wth?was suppose to have beauty sleep but cant lah.haha.well went out of house at about 7? was late lah.meeting aly and nat at clementi passenger service at like 7:15.and i was late lah.haha.well reach there about 7:28?haha.i was damn late lah..haha.not bad what me.haha.then nat another one was complaining together with aly they wanted to eat mcs?wth?haha.then we rush to school.because we're late.then saw esther sng.haa.talk to her in the bus.let down my ugly hair.because it was wet.haha.then we all ran to school.because today got dumb dumb oral.then im 21 suppose to be first but since i was late.i went on third..then while waiting i was so paiseh because of my hair so chou ok.haha.after oral.waited for people outside.then dumb teachers ask us go downstairs to wait.we waited downstairs.eat also.haha.so hungry lah.cant blame me.ahha.then waited and saw people.talk to them.meet aly and the rest we talk to shu and karmun and we set off to mcs.haha.then was rather borin lah.then me and aly keep talking about my bro.haha.then me and gab keep going toilet,set my hair.haha.then keep putting clips on my hair then cheryl keep playing with all the sauce.haha.then we went back to school.then we pluck out leaves.and i put in someone bags.haha.then reach school ate my jelly thingy.haha.then went for band.hah.band was rather boring no seniors.played songs.then 2/7 people went off for their supplementary class.then we siteread afew songs.haha.then we play atfer the rest came it.then we went home rather early.haha.then sent atalia hm.haha.then i never go tuition ok.haha.lazy lah.

2006-05-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

god man..stupid bitch scold me.wth who you think you are?your like bloody desperate lah.thinking i would steal him away.wth?who likes him man.who's bein funny you tell me?wth.fuck it lah.so pissing.woke up at 8+ am did housework.haha.so guai lah me.haha.then went grams house.then went her house. was rather pissing because everyone was talking about my hair..it sucks i know..no need people to commend about it..slept from 3+ till 5+ then went shop.then went home.im such a big loser not to keep you with me.i really want you and i know you do know it.but because of things ive to let you go.baby ill remember you,ill be there when you need me.i want you so badly.

2006-05-31T09:08:00.000+08:00

another day of saddness.while yesterday went to meet aly at clementi to go school with her.then we went to the nearby mcs to buy breakfast.i bought hotcakes it smell damn good lah.haha.then we rush to school because we got prodots meeting with the rest of the group memebers.when we reach we were like late.haha.but atleast we got come lor.haha.then we all decide about stuff and about 10+ the meeting was over.wth lah.so short ask us come so early.haha.then me and aly talk to shu they all then we went to serene mcs again.we sat like gong gong eating ice cream.haha.we walk around alittle and we went back school.in school,msg shu.was feeling rather bored lah.wanting to sleep.haha..then tammy came by talk to her.then gab and all came by too.then went for band,band was boring till mr tan came.played afew songs.then we pack up and went home.while going home.went back with aly gab and tam.gab went home then the other 2 followed me go cut hair."mum the air cut sucks like shit.so girly lah.ill neva forget this man."after cutting hair i felt miserable as the haircut sucks.then we went mcs with my mum with baby cousin then we sat down and eat.so the whole day ive been eating nothing but mcs food.can be fat ok..then sent tammy and aly home.tam thought she was late till me and aly reach the clementi mcs.then tam was already at her doorstep.haha.well been a funny day lah.but in the funny times i do drop tears.

2006-05-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

woke up today went school.for supplementary class.well half of the class werent there lah.ahha..met aly at her house bus stop then we were damn late for school lah.haha..opps sorry hor..well enter class mrs kwok wanted to go to library.fine we all find a book to read.then siti is sick...argh..take care man.haha.well after class we went to canteen.waited with siti for mahera.then siti went off meet her aunt.then me and mahera had a eating compertition.we talk and talk and we eat lotsa food lah..wth?haha..pigs lah we two.ahha.we saw some people.then we went to toilet and talk because the table we sat wasnt a nice place to sit as people we're talking about stuff we dont wanna hear.haha.then we went home.well we went to the 711 near gab's house.bought food lah duh.haha.then we went west mall just to go toilet.mahera lah..wanna pee damn badly.haha.well then took mrt home.saw fee fee..went lot 1 with her.sat in mcs and we talk.well nice talking to her lah...well ive been dropping lotsa tears for you this days.havent talk to you ever since that thing happened.im sorry for all that ive done..forgive me will you?never had any intention to make you feel so miserable..once again im sorry..